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아직 도 몰라?

2012-01-21T02:55:00.001+08:00

왜 몰라?. 너 .. 진짜 바보야.

헐.

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Rest In Peace

2012-01-21T02:12:00.001+08:00

Bad news came one after another.
Putting my results news aside,
There's worse news.

Two of my friends' father passed away.
I just don't know why.
My heart felt for them.
Perhaps it's because the cause of death is not of old age. It's by sickness. I felt pity for them.
I imagined myself being in that situation.
I surely don't know what to do.
Even now for hearing their story I already don't know what to say.

I saw posts on FB, friends posting their condolences to them.
But I really don't know what to say.
All I can say is asking them to stay strong.
But the fact is. It's difficult.
I bet it is. Someone being THAT close to us.
Someone who has been ALWAYS with us.
I bet it's hard to accept the fact that they are gone. forever.

I have no memories of my grandparents from both my mom and dad side.
They're gone even before I was born.
I wished to have a granparent too.
At least I could listen to their story.
I longed to listen to their life experience.
That way I could gained new knowledge.
All I have in my memory is my grandfather. But it's a blurry memory since I hardly go back to my dad's hometown therefore I only see him once a year.
He was gone when I was about 4 or 5 years old.
That time I know nothing about death.
I looked back at the pictures，I was still happily playing with my cousins.
Wished I could learned by then.

Even with my grandparents gone, I felt the lost.
I really couldn't imagine how I could be if something happened to my family.

Dear you, though you may not read this blog, but stay strong, ok?
Life still goes on. Cherish the ones you have now with you. Never forget the one that you've lost. Keep them in your prayer all the time. I'll keep them in my prayer too. May God bless you and your family and your dad too. Keeping their souls in heaven as your guardian angel. May your dad rest in peace.

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HOLIDAYYY!!!

2012-01-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

Finally I can feel the holiday after so long.
But feels like time is running short ):
gotta enjoy as much as possible

I'm downloading Running Man episodes right from where I was left with since my source.. *ahem* is cut.
Though it's slow.. one day perhaps I could only get 1 or 2 episodes maximum.. but yet, i'm trying my very best to download! TT_TT
Currently watching SHINee Hello Baby and dammit. They got me addicted to them!
SOOO MUCH!!

Onew definitely got into my bias list!

It seems that I have my bias no matter which kpop group it is! O_O"
It just keep adding in.. hikhik

Am I getting older?

2012-01-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

I passed by the schools at Sri Serdang today and was stuck at the road there because it was the end of the morning session school.
While I was there, I was recalled of the days when I was in my school uniforms too.
Well, to me, I didn't think myself as much different to them.
It seems like only few years ago I was wearing that school uniform. Well, my few years to be exact was about 1-2 years ago.
But reality check. I've graduated from my secondary school for 4 years already!
Okay, so now I seemed old.

No wonder my mom could still remember her schooling days.
Those days were awesome.
Things aren't as complicated back then.
Well, the days that I love the most was my primary school days.
Although it may seem the toughest because I was "growing up" fast.

In primary school, it seems that I had 2 lives.
One from earlier years, and the other later years.

I still remember when I was in primary 1 or 2 I used to play by the road sides.
went down to the drain to catch tadpoles.
went to the field to play with sand.
well, field playing wasn't for long since they were under construction soon later to build the second school.
played "teng-teng" or hopscotch, before classes and sometimes after classes if i'm in morning session while waiting for my bus to arrive.
We used to have this sandy path behind the classes where we would draw squares into the sand to begin the game of "teng-teng"

I even remembered how mischievious I was folding a paper boat and leave it float in the drain while it was raining.
Back then, the drainage at school was shallow and the drain water always got over flow or got too high up the drain when it was raining heavily.
Folding a paper boat to float on the water was definitely fun to compete with friends.
We'd compete to see whose boat got to the end of the stream fastest.

It was much easier to make friends back then.
Well, easier to friend-ed a person too.
"I don't want to friend you anymore", that phrase was normal. HAHA..
but days after, we're back to being friends.

My 2nd life began after I manage to pass the PTS test and skipped a year of primary 4.
That time was hard for me to cope with my studies.
Perhaps I wasn't used to it or it was really hard for me to understand the new terms in primary 5.
The good grades I was getting from primary 1 to 3 went down the drain when I was in primary 5.
But I manage to catch up soon later. But that was during primary 6 ):

It was awkward at first that I joined the class whom everyone was elder than me, except for a friend of mine who passed the PTS test too who are in the class as well.
But soon later, I was glad that I was able to make friends and is still friends till now. (:
They really took care of me a lot. I enjoyed every moment when I was with them. Till the extend that I even forgot that I was a year younger.

I really feel like I want to go back to my primary school days.
Back to the don't-know-don't-care days and being mischievious at school.
There's so many sweet and innocent and perhaps naive memories.

Those little memories are coming back to me slowly even the school anthem!

I wonder if my school teacher could still remember me.
I definitely still have their image on my mind till now.

New year's wish

2011-12-31T00:52:00.000+08:00

Since I din get what I want for Christmas..

"All I want for Christmas is you"

Shall I make that as my new year's wish?

I need miracle ..

History : Day 2

2011-12-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

Been hiatus from posting from my lappy for quite some time due to..
VIRUS!

but today, I've decided to take my chances and tried to online again through my lappy!
OH BOY! I MISS THE FEELING OF TYPING LONG SENTENCES ON MY LAPPY SOOOO MUCH!
and I meant sentences that everyone could understand!!

// been typing much of programming codes.. and that doesn't count as sentence!!

Ok, so Advanced SE paper might be confusing for me.. I think I didn't do well..
But hey, it's the past now.
saying so, I have no mood to continue reading my materials for Ethics for the paper is tomorrow..
seriously.. i'm unethical. pfft.

But then again.. this 2 credit hours might helped me ALOT!!

I shouldn't screw it up.

blames UNITEN for having poor exam timing. sheesh..
It's NEW YEAR'S EVE! and i'm stuck having exam..
and I'm gonna stuck in traffic trying to go back home tomorrow! WTH!
and why do I feel so wronged?
'CAUSE I DON'T EVEN PLAN TO GO FOR COUNTDOWN!
and I have to stuck in the jam. boohoo me..

Nevertheless, I just gotta go back~
Homemade steamboat is waiting for me!
yumm yumm!!
Eventhough there is a guilty pleasure for eating so much.
But I just misses this experience!

Ok, i'm just spamming here cz ethics is driving my brain nuts.
I don't wish to continue studying anymore.. ):

this is bad..

ok, bye!

HISTORY : DAY 1

2011-12-29T00:45:00.001+08:00

Software testing exam just passed.
I sure am glad that the paper has ended early.

I wad pretty happy towards the end of the exam.
Not to say that I did well..
Im just glad that one burden was lifted off my shoulder.
3 more to go..

The next paper is .. well.. technically.. today .
I AM NERVOUS.
Honest.
I've been reading. But nothing has entered my brain.
even if it entered, it is not crafted to my brain!
I just cant remember.

Im even sleepy now.
And i got whole half chapters more to go out of this subject.

How should i look forward to this paper?
after i screwed my first paper. How many more should i waste?
this is sad.

Ahh... the mood is still nt here yet!
doomed.

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Just you wait

2011-12-28T01:44:00.001+08:00

Finals are finally here tomorrow!!
as much as im anticipating it cz it's the final academic year for me, im reluctant to actually accepting it.

The final exam this year was held on end of the month of December..
Which is of course, the holiday mood is getting in the way.
It pretty much sounds like im giving myself an excuse to not study as hard..
but that's really the main fact!
Who wants to study on holiday season?
Christmas week and then new year's week. To put it a simple picture, you'l have to study on the day on a festive day!! How sad was that.
While people are enjoying their holiday vacation, out stations, you're actually stuck at home facing the book.. and i dont mean the Facebook.

It's suck that my lappy got virus and I have yet to heal it. Poor lappy. I dont have that much time to actually bring it to the doctor when i have my fyp and thesis and finals going on this rushing month.
Lappy, you just got sick in the wrong time.

Look at my blog you'll get to know how long have I been less active on the internet.
It's really sad that i could not even blog about what fun event i'v been through out this busy month.

The 2pm concert, the outing, the winter solistice festival home-made version.. and my kpop addiction spazz.. ohh... how long have i stopped blogging?

I hope to get back my blogging life as soon as possible. ):
Intern would be the next big thing im looking forward to! (:

Hopefully to be active in this blog again!

Gotta sleep.
Wish me luck in my finals starting today!!
OH GOSH!! IT'S TODAY ALREADY????
NOOOOOOO!!!!

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Technologies rules!! (:

2011-12-13T05:07:00.001+08:00

It takes two to make a relationship works well.

Even you are far on the other side of the earth,
Even when our time difference of day and night,
Im glad I could still hear you.

Glad that you'll stay up late just to spend time with me for a few more hours.
I feel bad though that I don't stay up late much .. ):

What I'm most glad is,
with technologies nowadays,
long distance relationship isn't much of a problem.

What really decides how the relationship goes is your feelings and how mature are you to handle your own relationship. (:

Im glad I have you.
<3

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하늘 .

2011-11-25T13:05:00.001+08:00

It was about 7pm when we've decided to leave COIT to library to meet up with ah boy..
The moment we reached the carpark, I was captivated by this beauty of nature.

Immediately, I pulled out my phone to capture this beautiful scene.
It was really amazing to see the sunset this way..(:

Too bad I din have my camera with me.
I would stand for hours there trying to get every single moment of it! <3

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I've got you!

2011-11-25T12:55:00.001+08:00

It was love at first sight.

The very moment I saw you..
I wanted to have you..
But you played hard to get.
You have seriously challenged my pride.
I just gotta have you.

I can't stop thinking about you..
Day and night.
You are what I twit.
You are what I blogged.
You are what I looked forward to when I visit the same place again.
You are always in my mind.
What I talked about.

I just can't stand it.
I just gotta have you!!
and..

I've finally have you.. (:

my new sling bag! <3

even if it costs my breakfast,lunch and dinner for the rest of the week, I'm still glad to have you with me (:

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day 2 and home

2011-11-09T01:47:00.001+08:00

day 2 in penang was basically the main event.
The wedding dinner.

Anyhow,that morning,
aunt invited us to have breakfast together at the dim sum restaurant in georgetown.
that place was indeed crowded..

but the food isnt as good as i've expected.

moving on... so that afternoon, after dropping my cuzzy back to her apartment, we went visiting around penang.
the initial idea was the kek lok si temple.
but there was massive jam there..
we cant even stop by at air itam to have the famous asam laksa!
thats a pity.

so then we stopped by at a restaurant where it is said that the char kuey teow is delicious!
to our surprise we have to wait for 45 minutes before getting our orders done!
anyhow, since they said it is nice, we waited.
it took us 35 minutes and our kuey teow has finally arrived!

sadly, it wasnt as good as expected. only the prawns are big. the price is not worth at all!! RM7.50 !
you're paying just for the sake of big prawns!

sad.. sad..

so that evening we prepared

and head out for my cousin's wedding dinner at the restaurant in penang plaza.
awww.. my cousin is finally getting married!!
she looked so preeeetttyyyy!!!!! (:
when will it be my bro's turn? haha..

the next day we head over to the town once again to buy our stuffs and head off to ipoh after bidding farewell to our relatives (:

at ipoh, we stayed at syuen hotel!

had the chance to taste the ipoh chicken rice,
shopped around at ipoh parade..
and back to hotel.

the next day, we tried the nearby dim sum..
i fgt the name.. china something....but the custard bun is yummy!!!
lau sar bao is the name of the bun.
then we shopped around to buy the salted chicken and the mini kaya puff..

checked out and we head home!
yes, I DROVE!
apparently mom didn't disagree much when dad stopped by at the tapah r&r and we changed driver.
so i drove all the way home (:

it was fun driving manual car.. but i'd still prefer auto eventho it isnt a powerfull as manual.
im still nt good enough driving at slopes. pehh..

wow! it's almost 2!!
gotta sleep.. (:
nites!

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Penang day 1

2011-11-06T01:40:00.001+08:00

so today i head back to penang for cousin's wedding ceremony.
let me just highlight a bit..
I DROVE BACK TO PENANG.
ok.. itwas just half trip.. but..
MY FIRST TIME. DRIVING THROUGH THE PENANG BRIDGE!!!

then upon reaching aunt's place where the frens and relatives are gathered, I was kinda.. overwhelmed.
by the amountof peope that were there.. I've never been to such even before.. and i was shocked.
and wow! the.. zi mui .. they're all dressed up so well!
i'd look for my corner.

then after the arrival of the groom,
they have so many games to play before the groom could actually get to see the bride!
of course.. it aint easy to pass the zi mui..

after the games, there's the tea ceremony where the newly weds would have to serve tea to the elders as a sign of blessing from the elders.

after the bride left with the groom,
we head back to our apartments to check in too.. and i took a shirt nap.

then we went for dinner hawker style at jelutong market.
oh wow!! food paradise!
we had fried kuey teow, fried oyster, fried kuey kak, and curry laksa. (:

YuMMeH!
thats the day one. (:
hope to eat more tmr..

a little camwhore wont hurt. :P

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A day trip

2011-11-06T01:16:00.001+08:00

It was such a "full" trip on last friday.
We went to Malacca!!

it was a long postponed trip, bt we have finally went there with aboy's mpv!!
it took us less than 2 hours to reach malacca.

first thing when we reach there...LUNCH!
We're starving...
and my late arrival has even made their hungerness.increased.. haha...
sorry guys..

then we arrived at one of the chicken rice ball
then we went for another lunch at kenny's delight!

THE FOOD WAS AWESOME.
i love the nyonya food there...the ayam ponteh..
if that's how they spell it.
then the eggplant..

then after that,we went to nadeje for some.dessert and then to shopping around!
i was excited to be at malacca.. it has been a while.since our last trip tgt like this!

then we head on to satay celup
where i got my new experience on getting my bag ALMOST snatched.

lucky thing nothing lost.
that guy was trying to snatch my camera bag while on his bike.
somehow he din get anything.
else he would hav got my wallet n car key!
i was shocked. of course.
but i was more to relieved cz nothing lost.
no serious injury. just minor bruise on my arm.
thanks guys for your concern (:

then we went for jonker walk!
the idea of shopping around seems fun..
but then i bought nothing! despite the cheap bargains.

we then head over to portuguese settlement for the ikan bakar.. however, their style of cooking the fish is different.
theirs is baked in aluminium foil, topped with spices OMG! IT WAS.AWESOMELY FANTASTIC ..
i totally recommend u guys to try stall 10 from auntie Julie.
Her baked fish was different. it has such aroma that made u wanna finish the whole fish alone!
to make u forget that "sharing is caring"
also, her lala was superb! compared to the first stall we tried. also her butter garlic scallop.

YUMMEH!!
price was cheaper too!

after that, we head back to uni and our respective homes with tummy full with malacca delights. (:
the trip back was interesting too!!
*wink* we're hyped up after such great food that day.

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KAT's BIRTHDAY!

2011-10-25T11:07:00.002+08:00

to start off, yesterday was indeed a fun day.
Classes are shorter,
got back home, excited.
It was Kat's birthday and we had prepared an event!

So after Jia Yi got back home,
prepared, we went out to Melaka!
and of course, Weiting and Shirley went off earlier to prepare everything.

Going to Melaka was my drive!
Guided by Linda,
and accompanied by Kpop all the way was indeed an adventure!

All the way I was driving 120-150 km/h
HAHA! My first time driving that fast.

and I was driving the #familyCar !!
And pehh.. it was raining -.-"

I still drove 130 - 140.
DAMN SYOK!
it was such an adventure drive (:

then reached Malacca at about 7pm+
head over to fetch the two housemates #calmWeiting and #mongShirley,
and off we go to a western restaurant nearby named, Harper's

the food was not bad.
had red wine,
Initially I dislike the taste.
It was bitter. but after sometime..
It was ok.. TBH, I kinda addicted to it O_O

We had our food, laughed, and CAKE!

after the celebration,
Kat keep talking nonstop. LOL!

we think she got tipsy.. ._."

then we head over to WT's place..
calming themselves down,

then we head back home when it's about 11.30,
reached kajang at almost 1am,
reached my home at 130am! (:

YAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHRINA!! (:

can't upload photos.. I wonder why..

Bittersweet Indeed !

2011-10-23T01:48:00.003+08:00

To start off, I had an insurance test today.
A test my bro asked me to take so that I could become one of his agent.

or so.. @@"

To begin with,
I didn't study much.
I studied last week, pretty much LAAAAAST minute.
Just to have bro told me that it was this week, not last week.
So I stopped there.
Stopped the studying.
Only until this morning did I start revising again.

Went to the exam room,
and answered the 100qs,
well, MCQ at least.
but yeah. I failed. =.="

Miracles couldn't happen just like that, right?

at least it wasn't that bad of a failure.
it was within 10% below the passing mark.
For first timer, i'm kinda proud. (:
Bear in mind that I didn't study much and this wasn't my field of study :P
*consoling myself*

I lost the sushi bet.
=.="

Then I had my haircut.
No, not that I'm emo.
I'm just .. bored with the current hairstyle that I'm having.

Later that evening,
Aboy asked me to help him with his posters designing.
He had 10 posters to finished up.
Thinking that I could help him, and it's Photoshop,
I went to The Gardens to meet him.

ok, here's the fun part.
As I was waiting by the side for this car to come out,
there was another Kelisa waiting for the parking too!
RAWR!
Then when I was reversing my car to park,
I saw that the driver looked rather familiar!

AND THAT WAS LAW EDDREN!
I'M SO SHOCKED!
then he actually found another parking at the row behind my car.
LOL!

We both laughed as we enter the mall.
It was a funny and awkward coincidence.

Then we had Korean meal again!
wow. 2 days in a row!
I had my eyes on ddeokbokki!

it's yummeh!!
but then it was spicy for me!
but it's bearable! (:

Thanks Aboy!! (:

then we went to Starbucks to start our mission..
the POSTERS!
sat there for almost 3 hours++ just to finished up 10 posters!
and the Starbucks was warm!
There's no aircond T_T

Anyhow, we managed to finish them (:

Back home,
bro and gf got me a watch!!!!!
A WATCH THAT I WAS LOOKING FOR!
LONGING TO BUY ONE!

kyaaa!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!

Love you all deep deep la! (:
♥

thank you!!

2011-10-18T18:29:00.001+08:00

Wow.. new housemate boiled barley for us!!
Really grateful to everyone who took good care of me when I'm sick. 고마워요!! ありがとみなさん!! 谢谢!!

How could I ever express my appreciation to u guys!!

Kyaaa!! Seriously. Love you all deep deep la!
And not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NEW HOUSEMATE, CK LAU!!

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First Time..

2011-10-18T15:21:00.004+08:00

It was yesterday morning..
I woke up before my alarm rings just because I felt the discomfort in my stomach.
I tried to endure it, waiting for my alarm to ring, I was tired.
But I just couldn't stand it.
Once I reach the bathroom, I immediately vomited.

It was strange, not knowing what had happened, and I just threw up.
thinking that maybe it was indigestion, so once I threw up, I would feel better.

So I got myself readied, bath and prepared to leave for college.
but then again, that nausea feeling is back. I threw up again.

Bro was at home, worried about my condition, he offered to bring me to clinic.
But he was late for work, and I wouldn't wanna bother him.
In addition, I HATE seeing doctor =.="
so I passed the offer.

I had the thought of skipping class, but then again, my conscience told me not to. 0=)
So I grabbed on my car key and left the house.
On my way to college, yes, you've guessed it.
I threw up again. It was embarrassing to throw up at public area.
But I just couldn't stand it.
That very moment, I wished I have a puke bag with me.
or perhaps a plastic bag would be fine. -.-"

I can't imagine how miserable it felt to drive in such condition,
and I don't know what drives me so far to not skipping class.

Reached uni just in time for class, that is 10am.
Again, I vomited before I enter the class.
Immediately after that, I bought an apple juice from the COIT vending machine
because the aftertaste of vomiting is intolerable . sigh
and by drinking that, it actually could stop my nausea feeling. (:
so in class, I kept drinking it whenever I feel nausea.
Glad to hear from my friend that the class would only last for an hour since the lecturer has to leave for hospital.
Not that I glad that he has to go, I'm glad that I could go freely to the toilet whenever I feel like puking.

The whole moment in class I couldn't really focus much.
It was cold.
I had Blinkie to confirm that I was having slight fever.
=.="
so much for throwing up too much?

during class, I got message from Aboy to meet him at lvl 3 COIT.
so I went after my class, I was feeling a bit better that time, I bet I was..

seeing Aboy in such cheerful mood does made me feel better. LOL.
I wonder why he's always so cheerful, I should learn from him (:
But anyhow, I'm always happy getting to meet my friends.
They brought me happiness.. yeah ((: HONEST!

Somehow, during then, I went back and forth to toilet just to throw up -.-"
and the toilet was darn FARRRR!!!
oh well, skip the disgusting part about me puking,
after taking picture with the GRADUATE, Aboy,
Chua, Tony and Johnson insisted that I go to dispensary to get medicine.
which I refused at first. I wonder why, perhaps I don't really trust medicine?

Anyhow, I ended up going with them to the dispensary in UNITEN
and Johnson manage to get me a few medicine for my nauseousness, fever and gastric.
After they drop me back to COIT car park, I got back to my car,
and there I go again, vomiting ..
lucky there's and open drain just right in front of my car parked. (:
needless to say, what I ate yesterday and drank this morning is all out..
such a waste of food.

Back home, I slept immediately. =.="
woke up an hour later just to have milo and ate a piece of chiffon cake so that I could eat the medicine that johnson got me.
Fair enough, I went back to sleep again before I puke again.
Not long later, feeling warm under my blanket, I woke up.
rushed to the bathroom, and yes, vomit again.
tried to sleep back, a moment later, housemates got back
and we talked, and I guess i fell asleep again?

Weird enough last night, I don't feel hungry at all,
perhaps I got no appetite to eat also.
then housemates went out for dinner ..
and I was left alone at home.

I tried to get some sleep before the meeting, but I ended up throwing up instead.
The milo I had was threw up. LOL.
perhaps the medicine too. cz it was bitter. HAHAHA!

Soon after, housemates got back, brought me the "air cap badak"
a traditional cooling water to cool down the body from being heaty.
then one of my housemate did "gua sar" for me!
MY VERY FIRST TIME EXPERIENCING IT!
it's ticklish, but soon after, it's painful
*the after effect is painful.. like bruised, but yes, I kinda like to press on the bruises*

#taimawillis took the photo for me!

that was just the beginning before #mongshirley suggested that I should do a full body "gua sar"
because she saw my condition was kinda bad.
Mine turned purplish black! from that, she said that it's kinda serious. O_O"
ok, so I had a full body "gua sar" ticklish whole over my body when she was scratching my back with the spoon.
haha..

then seems like it's not enough because even after that, I felt discomfort around my stomach.
The nausea feeling is there too..
So they suggested to roll the hard boiled egg around my body. O_O"
another new experience to me. I didn't know egg could do such a thing.

After rolling it onto my body,
the egg yolk does turned black. O_O CREEPY MUCHH!!!
but the smell of the egg yolk was stinky then after!

Yesterday was surely a day of lazing around.
Can't move much, can't eat much.
even can't walk straight! HAHA!
I almost bang on the wall while trying to get my wallet from the study table.

All in all, I guessed I threw up more than 10 times!

ok done!
such a long post today! (:
gotta thank my housemates and friends for their help!
THANK YOU GUYS!!

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insomnia

2011-10-07T00:48:00.001+08:00

having insombia lately.
can't seem to fall asleep just like that.
even with such nice weather.. how tired i was.. i just can't seem to fall asleep easily.
tiny bit of sound could even woke me up.. and there again..
it's difficult for me to fall asleep again.

today seems to be worse.
rather than having endless thoughts that disrupt my sleeping time, these thoughts seems to be tangled up.
I cant seem to know what am i thinking. at all. but definitely.. the mind is restless.
Its like the inner me trying to talk. monologue. but there's just too many of it at once.
i dont even know where it starts.

or rather what made me felt this way.

i can't seem to focus much on my work.
i just ended up swaying.
staring at walls. and i have no idea what i have in mind.

what had happened lately?
why am i having this feeling?

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JYJ - In Heaven

2011-10-01T16:48:00.001+08:00

JYJ - In Heaven Lyrics

Romanized

(Narration)
geuman galke..gajima..gottoraol geoya geureonikka
geojitmal, geojitmal
aniya, naega neol imankkeum saranghaneunde
geu sarang, jigeum boyeojul sun obgetni?
saranghae.. ttodasi saranghal sun obgetni

jigeum waseon malhal suga obseo
naui gijeok geumodeun ge hwansang gatta
majimak ni moseub sok seoseohi gieok sogeman
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta

eodingaeseo nal bogo isseulkka
huhui haedo neucheobeoryeo bolsu obseo
chueogui geurimjaui chokchokhan nae nunmul dullo
geu jaril jikyeobogo isseo

geuman mothae jeongmal mothae niga nae yeophe isseulttae mankkeum
mianhande geuge andwae ijen modeun ge ttolryeowa
jogeumdo gidarida kkumsokeul hemeida (hemeida)
gyeolguk ni aneseo nuneul gameulkkabwa

gajima deo gajima nae gyeotte isseojul suneun obtni
geojitmal da geojitmal jeonhyeo dullijiga anha
saranghae neol saranghae hanmadi boyeojul suneun obtni
saranghae neol saranghae tto dashi saranghae jugetni

beolsseo ireohke do jina wasseo
naui heunjeok chatjabwado jiwo jyeosseo
majimak ni gieokdo nunmurui tteyeop sogeuro
jamgyeojyeo ganeun gotman gatta

iman kkeutnae nareul kkeutnae niga nae yeophe itji andamyeon
mianhande iman galke ije neoui gireul ttara
kkeut obtneun gireul ttara neol chaja hemeida (hemeida)
gyeoguk neoreul itgoseo seulpheoman halkkabwa

gajima gajima isseojul suneun itni
geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
saranghae saranghae boyeojul suneun itni
saranghae saranghae saranghae jugetni
gajima gajima isseojul suneun itni
geojitmal geojitmal deulijiga anha
saranghae saranghae boyeojul suneun itni
jebal dorawajyeo

항을

(Narration)
그만 갈게 / 가지마 / 곧 돌아올 거야 그
러니까… / 거짓말, 거짓말 / 아니야 내가
널 이만큼 사랑하는데… / 그 사랑 지금
보여줄 순 없겠니? / 사랑해… / 또 다시
사랑할 순 없겠니…

지금 와선 말할 수가 없어 너의 기적 그
모든 게 환상 같아 / 마지막 니 모습 속 서서히 기억
속에만 잠겨져 가는 것만 같아

어딘가에서 날 보고 있을까 후회해도 늦어버려 볼
수 없어 / 추억의 그림자의 촉촉한 내 눈물들로 그
자릴 지켜보고 있어

그 말 못해 정말 못해 니가 내 옆에 있을 때만큼 /
미안한데 그게 안돼 이젠 모든 게 떨려와

조금 더 기다리다 꿈속을 헤 메이다 / 결국 니 안에
서 눈을 감을까 봐

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아

사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니

벌써 이렇게도 지나 왔어 너의 흔적 찾아봐도 지워
졌어 / 마지막 니 기억도 눈물의 테옆 속으로 잠겨
져 가는 것만 같아

이만 끝내 나를 끝내 니가 내 옆에 있지 않다면 / 미
안한데 이만 갈게 이제 너의 길을 따라 / 끝 없는 길
을 따라.. 널 찾아 헤 메이다~ / 결국 너를 잃고서 슬
퍼만 할까 봐

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아

사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또다시 사랑해 주겠니

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니 / 거짓말 거짓말
들리지가 않아

사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니 / 사랑해 사랑해
사랑해 주겠니

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니 / 거짓말 거짓말
들리지가 않아

사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니 / 제발 돌아와줘

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니 / 거짓
말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아

사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니 / 사랑
해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니

Translation

I’m going to leave now
Don’t leave
I’m going to come back so…
Liar, liar
No- don’t you know how much I love you?
Can’t you show that love to me right now?
I love you…
Can’t we love again?

As of right now, I can’t say anything
The miracle of you- it all seems like a fantasy
The last image of you seems to be locked only in my memories
I wonder if you are watching me from somewhere
Even if I regret, it’s too late- I can’t see you anymore
The tears of the shadows of my memories are watching over that place

I can’t say those words, I really can’t- as much as you were by my side
I’m sorry but I can’t- everything comes shaking back to me now
By waiting a little more, by wandering through my dreams
I’m afraid I will close my eyes inside of you

* Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay by my side?
Lies, all lies- I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me those words?
I love you, I love you- will you love me again?

Time already passed like this
I try looking for your traces but they are erased
The last memories of you are locked in the rims of my tears

Just end it, end me- if you’re not going to be next to me
I’m sorry but I’ll leave now- following your footsteps
Following the road with no end- as I wander to find you
I’m afraid I will lose you and be sad

* repeat

Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Can’t you love me, love me, love me?
Don’t leave, don’t leave- can’t you stay?
Lies, lies, I don’t hear anything
I love you, I love you- can’t you show me?
Please come back

* repeat

Credit: pop!gasa + romanization@wp + Daum.net + pinkrazy@wp

Will you?

2011-09-28T02:05:00.001+08:00

cant sleep due to teh tarik effect.

sudden flashbacks are playing randomly in my mind now.
all of a sudden guilt overwhelmed me.
What went wrong?
Why does all of these happen?

Was it fated or was it a karma?
Which would I rather believe in?

It wasn't her intention for this to happen..
Though she wasn't completely healthy the last time
she was still able to do what she wanted.

Why.. Why are you taking one thing after another from her?
Is this a test?

When will this ever stop?

What else would you do to her?
Has it not enough?

Will wishes ever come true?
I would wish to have miracles to happen on her.
To have her have back her normal self.
To be free from all these bondings, burdens, pain.
Freely moving around.
Any how she wants.
Any way she wants.
To anywhere she likes.

Could You grant this one wish to come true?

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addicted

2011-09-16T21:00:00.003+08:00

I'm dead! I'm dead!!

I'm so addicted to BEAST !! ><"

what should I do?? RAWR!
It's Yoseob's fault for charming me to BEAST obsession !

Save me!! T___T

now I can't wait for the next B2ST concert in Malaysia .__."

I thought I'm way pass this kpop fan craze stage since TVXQ!
ahh~~ It's like falling in love all over again!

clear things off..

2011-09-07T07:23:00.001+08:00

clearing off the dust from my blog!

I hope to post more colourful things than emo things here... which is known as dead or dust, in my blog-term.

sweeping,dusting..putting up photo frames!
ahhhh~ life is wonderful again..

heck. who am I kidding?
I bet it gonna turn dusty in a moment soon..

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waiting

2011-09-07T07:15:00.001+08:00

it's dad birthday today!!
i wonder how are we going to celebrate .. o_o

dad has been persistent this year
keep reminding us about his birthday.. lol.

anyway..
waiting here at the hospital kinda reminded me about dad..
he always waits with mom here for her medical appointment.
i wonder what he'll do all these moments of waiting..

i'd be left with boredom if i got nothing to play.
or perhaps. be nice and read the newspaper..
but that would be a miracle.
that's impossible. (:

luckily this time around i have something to accompany me.
but the battery is dying soon..
so am I... perhaps..

oh well..
ironically, it's a hospital here..
I giuess I'm saved..

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where are you?

2011-09-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

Where have you gone?
Why didn't you stay by my side as always?
Why are you too.. leaving me..
all by myself with the dark side of you.

I've waited long enough for today..
for you to claim me back..
I've tried all my might to search you..
to feel your presence..
but you're not there..
I've tried doing many things..
but there is nothing that could replace you..

Why did you leave me in this state?
Why?
I need you back..
Please come back to me..

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finally!!

2011-09-03T01:07:00.001+08:00

i've finally bought myself a smartphone after much hesitation.

tho i still have problem with the typing.. but ceetainly, no more.text messaging while driving nemore! also, no more text mesaging while looking elsewhere. ㅠ_ㅠ

that's the drawback. but all in all, i'm gkad to have this phone!

it has definitely made my life way better!

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My Sims Review

2011-08-22T17:50:00.004+08:00

Suerin introduced me to play The Sims Social on Facebook lately.
Although I've been reluctant to play .. 'cause finals is just around the corner during that time..
but somehow I got pulled into the game with the spams in facebook and
somehow the one comment in the photo of the sims they snapshot got me flooded with comments about the game.

Then it's then.. that I decided.. I MUST PLAY TOO!
HAHAHA!!

To begin with, creating my own character is a problem.
I keep getting the reload error.

Even when I'm finally connected and creating my character,
whenever I tried to press the "Facial" from the customize character ,
I got the reload error again. and it didn't happen just once,
I bet it has happened about more than 15 times already!

And I just keep reload-ing. =.="

WTF is wrong with The Sims Social on Facebook?

and now, even after my character has been created,
I STILL GET THE DAMN ERROR!

why is that so?

#pissed

Late updates

2011-08-20T00:20:00.006+08:00

My blog have been left dead and dusty for months.
Less color, less excitement.

My life isn't so... actually.. in real.

I've been to many outings and I'm just too lazy to update here on my blog.

another reason perhaps..
I was left "dead".
I'm pretty much back to life now! :D

But now, I'm just too lazy to caption each picture.
Let's just summarize it here.

Went out for an outing with Aboy, Johnson , Mai and Chua ..err.. early this month?
it's a buka puasa outing but we went around at pavilion for window shopping.

Planned schedule: Suki Yaki Buffet at the new Tokyo Street at Pavilion.

But first!!! Lunch at Farenheit88 :D
at some random Taiwan restaurant.
The food was not bad ^^

After satisfying our stomach, we went to Pavilion and soon, head over to Tokyo Street.

TWT: This is the commercial I was talking about!

My comment regarding this restaurant:
The meat is freeflow,
but the variety of side dishes is limited. VERY limited.
One ice cream per customer.

Service wise.. 3 out of 10.some random bakery at the tokyo street. and the bun is huge! :D

Just a week before , had pool and watched Mr. Popper's Penguin !

바보

2011-07-29T00:46:00.003+08:00

The sheet of paper which I use to write my ERD are all wet now.
Eyes are all swollen and it's hurting me.

Wondering why did I make myself a fool?
I could have just spam it on my emo twitter account like how the name is.
iSpamRants . Spam it. But no, instead, I just have to trigger myself to this confrontation.

Even if I know how this would be, what could happen.
I still step into that deep puddle of toxic and burn myself.

Aren't I the biggest fool ever?

My Wall

2011-07-28T01:54:00.003+08:00

I love to stick to walls.

No matter when I walk or when I sleep.

Or even when I stand.

Walls give me comfort., security and well, a good place to lean on.

To rely on.

They're hard, stable, solid, REAL. unlike you.

They support me without rejecting me.

They do not give feedback even if they're tired of me leaning on them.

If walls could be my partner, talking to them with own imagination would be great too.

People might think I'm mad talking to walls,

but at least they don't hurt me like how human do. unless I bang on them. That's just me looking for trouble.

Time will heal

2011-07-27T23:48:00.002+08:00

Will it?

Will it really cure this scarred heart?

Soulless drive.

2011-07-27T00:48:00.003+08:00

Something definitely feels wrong today..

My mask remained having a happy face, while beneath it tells a different story.
Those who were observant enough could see the crack there.
Everything I do, no matter how much I could enjoy the outing,
the conversation, the sports I had today.
It still doesn't seem to make me feel any better.
Something REALLY feels wrong.

After receiving that message during my ride home.
That same message that I hate to get.
I had another soulless drive.
I couldn't care much of my speed.
I do not think at all.
I don't care what's gonna happen to me.
Is this a sign of depression?

I thought I was happy all these while.
I thought I was ok with it..
I guess that remains as what I thought I could be.

But things still doesn't agree with me.
I hate to blame it on others for how I feel.
Because I choose to be like this.
I chose to feel the sorrow.
I chose to cry. I chose to think that way.

But now, I blame it on you.

Gray.

2011-07-23T20:22:00.003+08:00

My favorite color which was black and white has now became part of my life.. ironically.

Now, that color has merged and became gray.
Bland. The color of ash.

If only I could be like the ash. Dear wind, blew me away.
Blew me high up to the sky, and throw me down.
I'm used to it even in this life.

Tell me something new.

Please help~

2011-07-13T11:49:00.002+08:00

Please help me do this survey.
I'm currently working on a Restaurant Ordering System for my Final Year Project.

here's the link.

Click here to take survey

thank you so much for your help!

I Can't

2011-07-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

I managed to catch Kim Jeung Eun Chocolate Concert today
and the guest for today's show is 2PM!
yes, I was waving my hands to the song they sing.
And if dad were not around, I would have jump around as I hear them singing and dance.

in this show, they also introduce their new song,
I Can't and they sang it the first time on stage!
aahh~~ so I went searched up for the song and here's the lyrics!
It's a really nice song that I would recommend you to listen to! ♥
and it's a slow song from them!!! *melts*

2PM - I Can't

Hangeul

그대 올 때까지 기다릴게 Cuz I can’t forget your love
눈물이 흐를 것 같아 그대 생각만 하면

갈수록 깊어만 가 I can’t stop thinkin’ about your love
잊을 수 없을 것 같아 그대 모든 걸
믿을 수 없을 것 같아 그대 돌아 온다면

I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

그대 생각에 잠 못드는 밤을 지새우다
흐를것 같은 눈물을 참지 못해 가끔 혼자 I cried

이 세상에 그대 밖에 없는 나였기에
그대를 잃고 내게 남은 것은 아무것도 없었어

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

잊으려고 해 본적도 없어 내겐 가치 없는 일이라서
그댈 떠올리는 일이 매일 내게는 숨 쉬는 것 만큼 소중해
So I can’t forget your love
Do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
기다릴 수 있어 till you come back

Come back to me

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can't (I can't) forget your love

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
언제까지라도 난 그대 올 때까지 기다릴게
I can’t forget your love (I need your love)
언제까지라도 기다릴게
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you

(You know my heartbeat)

Romanization

Geudae ol ddaegaji gidaril ge Cuz I can’t forget your love
Nunmuli heureul geot gata geudae saenggakman hamyeon

Galsurok gipeomanga I can’t stop thinkin’ about your love
Ijeul su obseul geot gata heudae modeungeol
Mideul su eobseul geot gata geudae dola ondamyeon

I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love
Geudae saenggake jam motdeunneun bameul jisaeuda
Heureulgeot gateun nunmuleul chamji mothae gaggeum hon-ja I cried

I sesange geudae bakke eobneun nayeotgie
Geudaereul ilgo naege nameun geoteun amugeotdo eobseosseo

So I can’t forget your love
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

[rap]
Ijeuryeogo hae bonjeokdo eobseo naegen gachi eobneun ilirase
Geudael ddeo olrineun ili maeil naegeneun sum shwineun geot mankeum sojunghae
So I can’t forget your love do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
Gidaril su isseo till you come back

Come back to me

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge
Cuz I can’t (I can’t) forget your love

I can’t forget your love (I can’t forget your love)
Eonjeggajirado nan geudae ol ddaeggaji gidarilge
I can’t forget your love (I need your love)
Eonjeggajirado gidarilge

Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you

(You know my heartbeat)

Translation

I’ll wait you Cuz I can’t forget your love
I think the tears flow when thinking about you

Deepening toward the I can’t stop Thinkin about your love
Can’t seem to forget everything you
Can’t seem to believe that if you come back

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I sleep on the nights you
Sometimes I can’t bear to tear herself as I cried

You are not only the world
The last thing you had nothing to lose

So I can’t forget your love

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

Have you ever tried to forget those things because there’s value to me
Last time reminding each and every precious to me as my breathing
So I can’t forget your love do you know that I need your love
I need your everything I need you back
Can not wait till you come back
come back to me

I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait until I’m forever
I can’t forget your love
I’ll wait forever
Cuz I can’t I can’t forget your love

I just want a be with you
I just want a be with you

(You know my heartbeat)

credits :

juju-fied@blogspot

Translation: qitshi-aboutkorea@blogspotHangeul: Romanization@wordpress

Time is (L)over

2011-07-01T02:47:00.004+08:00

Time is (L)over by Jang Woo Hyuk

I seriously can't get this song off my mind!
It's my MUST listen to song in the morning, whenever I'm in my car driving.

I freaking love the dance moves in the MV!
ahh~~ I'm in love with Woo Hyuk again ♥

here's the song lyrics!

Hangul

wanna tell u but , 아무런 말도 못하고 네 눈치만 보고 있어 또
이렇게 시간이 갈수록 (내 내가 더)
이 세상이 끝나는 것 같아 girl 우리 시간들이 나 전처럼 흘러가지 않아
너와 둘의 기억도 흐려져가

하나 둘씩 불이 꺼지는 밤 이 오고 하염 없이 그리워했던 시간도 끝나가겠지
What should I do baby What do I do Now Ah Ah Ah Ah

온종일 너의 집 앞에서 기다리는 시간도, 함께한 사진 속에 우리 둘의 시간들도
더 이상 가질 않아 멈춰버린 시간 아래 서 있어

이렇게 끝난 것만 같아, 이대론 미칠 것만 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
내 모든 게 멈춘 것 같아, 이 세상이 끝난 것 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is over)

이제 집 앞 벤치에도 가로등 아래에서도 우리는 없어 슬픈 기억만 있어
꿈이었음 좋겠어 그게 마음 편하겠어 하지만 눈을 떠보면 (time is over)

끝날 것 같지 않아 늦은 밤도 내겐 아침인데
이 기억 우리가 만든 추억, 지우진 않을래 Yeah ae ae

온종일 너의 집 앞에서 기다리는 시간도, 함께한 사진 속에 우리 둘의 시간들도
더 이상 가질 않아 멈춰버린 시간 아래 서 있어

이렇게 끝난 것만 같아, 이대론 미칠 것만 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
내 모든 게 멈춘 것 같아, 이 세상이 끝난 것 같아
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is ove)

GIRL 시간이 됐나봐 더 이상 곁에 둘 수가 없나봐
Girl I’m so sorry 넌 아름답기에 나보다 멋진 남자에게 사랑받으며 살아

Translation

Wanna tell you but, I can’t say anything
And you noticed, I’m only looking at you
AS this time goes by, (I want you more)
I think the world is about to end girl
The time we spend together doesn’t pass as fast
That time with you, only seems like a blurred memory

The night is coming and the lights are turned off one by one
I miss those endless times when they didn’t seem to end
What should I do baby? What do I do now? Ah-ah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

The time is over, the time is over
The time is over, the time is over

Now I’m on the street bench in front of your house
We’re not even making sad memories
I wish this was all just I dream
Because if it was, I’d be okay with it
But when you open your eyes (time is over)

I don’t think this is over
A late night is the morning for me
I remember the memories we made
I don’t know how I became like this
Yeah-ah-ah

This time I’ve been waiting all day
For you in front of your house
Remembering all the pictures we took together
But I can’t stand being here anymore, the time is over

Like this, it seems to be over but its driving me crazy
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over
Everything’s over, the world is over
The way we are, the where we are, the time is over

Girl time stopped
Maybe there’s no more time left to stay beside you
Girl I’m so sorry, you’re beautiful and wonderful
And this man right here will love you all his life

Romanization

wanna tell u but , amureon maldo motago ne nunchiman bogo isseo tto
ireoke sigani galsurok (nae naega deo)
i sesangi kkeutnaneun geot gata girl uri sigandeuri na jeoncheoreom heulleogaji anha
neowa durui gieokdo heuryeojyeoga

hana dulssik buri kkeojineun bam i ogo hayeom eobsi geuriwohaetdeon sigando kkeutnagagetji
What should I do baby What do I do Now Ah Ah Ah Ah

onjongil neoui jip apeseo gidarineun sigando, hamkkehan sajin soge uri durui sigandeuldo
deo isang gajil anha meomchwobeorin sigan arae seo isseo

ireoke kkeutnan geotman gata, idaeron michil geotman gata
the way we are the where we are the time is over~
nae modeun ge meomchun geot gata, i sesangi kkeutnan geot gata
the way we are the where we are the time is over~ (time is over)

ije jip ap benchiedo garodeung araeeseodo urineun eobseo seulpeun gieongman isseo
kkumieosseum jokesseo geuge maeum pyeonhagesseo hajiman nuneul tteobomyeon (time is over)

kkeutnal geot gatji anha neujeun bamdo naegen achiminde
i gieok uriga mandeun chueok, jiujin anheullae Yeah ae ae

onjongil neoui jip apeseo gidarineun sigando, hamkkehan sajin soge uri durui sigandeuldo
deo isang gajil anha meomchwobeorin sigan arae seo isseo

GIRL sigani dwaennabwa deo isang gyeote dul suga eomnabwa
Girl I'm so sorry neon areumdapgie naboda meotjin namjaege sarangbadeumyeo sara

credits: hangeulyric @wordpress and irena040506@wordpress

Rest In Peace.

2011-06-26T11:42:00.003+08:00

Mom always tells story about her family.
Last 2 years ago, my uncle came from Singapore to Malaysia to visit us.

It was cute to see that mom actually have someone that she's afraid of.
Or, someone with higher authority than mom :P
My uncle looks very similar to my third uncle, who was also from Singapore.
What's different is, he has a mole, and he speaks with higher authority.
He looked so fit.

My uncle has his own principle of doing things and he's very caring.
He went to see my grandma's graveyard and paid to get the stone recolored
the writings on the tombstone was already faded.

After lunch, before he went back to Singapore,
he gave me red packet of S$ 50. wow.

2 years after, we received a shocking call from my aunt from Singapore,
that this uncle of mine, has diagnosed with cancer 4th stage.

Mom was worried and cried. So did I.
that weekend, mom rushed to make her passport and went to Singapore.

Mom told me that even when she went all the way to Singapore,
first thing that my uncle asked was "Why did you waste your money to come here?"
and the one that I remembered most was, "God is being good to me, I have a good wife, a daughter, a house"

It's good to see him being satisfied with things he got.
Things that he had worked hard for it.

I believe things is sure going to change.
Mom definitely being emo this week with her sickness to care about.
and the news of her brother's death.
I just wished I could lighten my mom's burden.
If I could, I wish the one who was on the hospital bed now is me.
not her.

Rest in peace, uncle.

STEAMBOAT FEST!

2011-06-25T22:58:00.005+08:00

Suddenly on Wed, my housemate decided to have steamboat!

I was shocked to see we have so much of steamboat ingredients. huhus..

It's been some time since the last I had steamboat.
and this steamboat starts at 10pm! WOW!
I'm seriously getting rounder.

T_T"

Food Hunting! :D

2011-06-22T18:20:00.006+08:00

After lunch, with our 4 hours gap in timetable,
we went for our Macaroons hunting!

I heard from my friend that Nathalie taste good.

Then we went to search for it !
Guided by GPS and my bad sense of direction,
we finally reached Mont Kiara!

Yummy colourful macaroons!

Colorful macaroons in a box! :D

It's not worth to put into my happy food hunting list.
It's a disappointment.

Annoyed.

Now Mai knows where it is :P

Yummy Macaroons.

Special Egg!

2011-06-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

A quick update today..

I woke up early today as I've promised my mom to fry rice for her.
Preparing the things that I needed for frying rice..
and of course the egg.

Here's what I got.
A TWIN YOLK!

omgomg.. I've only seen this in google image..
But never thought that I could actually crack one! :P

Danny said today was my lucky day! :P
I believe it is ^^

of Hot and Snow

2011-06-15T00:21:00.005+08:00

Today..was suppose to be an extraordinary morning..
From what I heard from my friends,
there was an 5.5 magnitude of earthquake early this 8.08am
and another at 11.01 am with 5.6 magnitude.
The source of the earthquake was at Sumatra.

I heard everyone in COIT was asked to evacuate the building.
O.O that serious? And it even happened for 2 mins long! ._."
ohh well.. 8am, i'm still sound asleep at home :P
and I don't feel the 11am quake too.
I was having class at that building tho.

Anyhow, that afternoon, we went for lunch at seri serdang.
It was the usual spot for us for lunch.
What's unusual was..
3 guys were cramped at the back seat my Picanto!
Kaizen, Alvin and Ah toh. LOL!
Chua has the best seat, the front, away from the crampy side.

cramped. :D

And of course, going back time also cramped! :D

Then that afternoon, after Mr. Uwe's replacement's class,
I went Suerin's house to lepak ^^
as I was waiting time to pass to meet my supervisor.

After I came back,
Coincidentally, I met Zhi Lun and Shu Hui, Linda, Jia Yi and Weiting in the car,
they were going to Snowflake!

I was reluctant to go at first,
because I haven't finish up my chapter 2.
I felt guilty for going..
but the other side of me wanted to try Snowflake so much!

And , eventually, I went .___."

I am so excited of EVERYTHING!
The beeper..

Linda told me to take photo because it's their birth date number,
and today is also 14th :D

blurr.. because.. idk why..
certainly not because it's vibrating

what I've ordered.
A wrong order, too common,
but I love the milk taste! :D

Shu Hui and Zhi Lun!! :DD

Father's Day Early Celebration

2011-06-13T10:41:00.002+08:00

After leaving Singapore, mom and dad went back to JB and fetch bro back to KL!

I was happy to him again.. he has changed so much, *nothing on his weight*
he has became so much darker!
guess the construction site doesn't have much place with shade.

Anyway, that Sunday we went for dinner together at a Chinese-Muslim restaurant at Batu Caves.
That place has become our spot whenever we wanted to enjoy some Chinese-Muslim food.

I wouldn't say the food there was best, it's just that that's the nearest to our home.

Nevertheless, we did enjoyed the food.. yummy!
and the serving was big! I was bloated!

yummy dinner set

Then when we wanna pay the bill,
the waiter said that the bill was paid!

wow, my bro had paid for the bill when he went to "toilet" earlier when he reached.
his first paycheck was used to treat my dad a meal, and us too :P

Thanks bro! ^^

He's gonna go back to JB again today..
RAWR! I'm so gonna miss him already!

Hope he have a safe journey ><

PORKY YUUMMYY NIGHT!

2011-06-12T00:37:00.006+08:00

Parents did not join us for dinner tonight,
So my bro, his gf and I,
went out for food hunt!

After much dilemma,
we went to Kepong 다오래 Korean BBQ for dinner!

It was my first time eating Korean meal!
YUMMEHH!!

The steel ware marks that we're having Korean style cuisine!

We've ordered 2 main meat course at first,

Sam Gyup Sal and Gal Bi

but the manager suggested that we order one more,
a bit spicy than what we've ordered..
After much hesitation, we ordered that!

The staff there actually cooked it for us,
right in front of us! :D

Bro and his gf,
my future sis in law! :D

Faster get married lah!

After the bbq is done,
the fireplace is closed

The total of the night

The food was nice!
Satisfying, very tasty. ^^

Bro treat us the dinner!
and he said it's for my birthday!

omo.. i love this year's birthday!

Thanks everyone for making it happen! ^^

Outing with Public Figure

2011-06-10T18:28:00.004+08:00

Right after our meeting regarding the Accenture competition,
Azam, Kalai, Zul and I went for an outing at The Mines.

First stop, we went buy our movie ticket!
X-Men first class, my 2nd time watching it!

Since it's still early, we wander around The Mines!
Story telling with Zul,
Make him feel closer to the seniors :D

Then it was time.. for movie!
The cinema was darn cold!
Nevertheless, I still enjoy the movie twice! :D

Then we went over to Carl's Jr for late dinner.

Kalai and I

Public Figure, Mark Jue

IT WAS ANOTHER FUN DAY! :D

Have you ever drive in rain, with a teary eyes
and feel like you just
wanna get into accident?

Well, I do.

Well, at least I had fun! ^^

AWESOME DAY!

2011-06-07T22:12:00.005+08:00

I shall mark today as another awesome day! :D

This year of 20th Birthday celebration was WAYYYYY chocolatey! :D

I am now in the year of "kepala 2" as how johnson might say it.
That means, my age, officially has the number 2 in front of it.
2x age. LOL! i'm now officially 20! HAHA

So I had cupcake on Thurs,
Chocolate Molten Cake on Fri,
Chocolate Ice Cream Cake on Saturday,
Chocolate Chip and Pecan Nut Famous Amos on Sunday,
Nothing chocolatey on Monday
Chocolate Cake on Tues! :D

I am so gaining weight for the sake of FOOD! YUMMMEHH!

So today as I reached uni,
Johnson told me to bring my camera along,
but I did not bring them back to uni. ><"
such a time to ask me bring eh?
He mentioned that tonight we'll have dinner.

wasted such a chance to capture good photos again..

Then after post mortem today,
Thanesh came looking for me for the CQ stamp,
and while I was looking for it,
Bryant came in with Mr. Lim and Mai,
with a chocolate cake lit up with candles.

Two brightly lighted up candles in a dark room,
that signifies that I'm already 20!
Then I was handed over the birthday card signed by many of my friends! :D

OMG! thank you guys so much for the celebration!

I seriously suspect that there would be a surprise party today..
but i never expect it would be mine!
cz my birthday has past already! RAWR!!

Thanks, for the cake, thanks for the pizza, thanks for the card and the prezzie! ^^

8 pizzas!

Me and Mr. Lim

Birthday Cake, written
"Happy Birthday Joanne RAWR"
LOOL

My cake fell on the floor!

Kalai and I

Azam and I

Mai and I

Kalai and Azam

Bernard and I

u guys are 짱! :D

RAWR!
Mr. Lim told me to be quiet,
because I am too noisy! =.="

Random day

2011-06-06T21:32:00.003+08:00

I have my class at 11am today, and I fetched mom to work this morning at 7,
being too early after dropping her off at her office at 8.15am,
I intended to go back to the house at kajang,
but at the same time, I was thinking..
"what the heck.. go back so early meh? time for me to explore again!"

Still, regardless of sesat once, I still tried my way to drive here and there.
I ended up at Kajang Perdana.
I followed the instruction of my babysitter's daughter last time..
and I was at Kajang Perdana, and since that place ring a bell,
I turned in to the area..

But.. I.. I.. I.. couldn't recall the house my babysitter was staying,
and it was about 9am +..
so since it wasn't a planned visit, I did not call them..
and I have my class at 11 also. LOL!

However, I've continued to explore!
This time, I explored Semenyih!
fine, I was sorta lost there.. I didn't know Semenyih is that BIG!
and I almost lost myself to Banting..

The road was narrow, and all I could see around me was palm trees!
Then I saw the sign "Banting", Then I made a U-Turn
Imagine how I could even end up in Sepang Gold Coast if I continue my journey.
AHHAHA!

anyway, I managed to find my way and reach kajang house at about 10.15am.
huhus, put down the TV, and had light breakfast,
and I'm off to college!

RAWR!!
How nice if we have camera embedded in our eyes.
This way, I could record my journey!

P/s. This reminds me that I have to refuel my car.

TWT hearttt me!!!

2011-06-06T21:27:00.003+08:00

WHEEE!!!
Weiting heartt meeeee!!!
aren't ya jeles, suerin? XD

OUT AGAIN! :D

2011-06-04T17:44:00.008+08:00

Friday morning at 6am, I went out to bring mom to hosp for check up.
Mom was feeling discomfort with her leg and couldn't wait for her next appointment next week.

To be honest, I HATE the system there!
the ticketing system. RAWR!!
We reached the hosp at around 6.45am, and still, we couldnt get the ticket yet.
We had to wait till 7.30am before it's open. fine.
There were some thick- skinned people who came later than us,
and believe me, there were people who are way earlier than us also,
THOSE came late, just sat next to the machine and wanted to wait till 7.30 and be the first!
RAWR!!

and when it came to 7.30am, the staff just hand over a piece of paper with numbers on it.
And they hand it to THEM! who sat in front of the machine!
RAWRRAWRRAwR!! so unfair! >:(
turns out the auto numbering machine broke down.

Anyway, we waited until 9something for the doctor to come..
and finally got home with breakfast at 11+

Danny finished his class at 12 something,
and we managed to reach MidValley at about 2.45pm.
after half of the time wasted looking for parking!

Had sushi, then we walked around,

Sushi for lunch :D

It was Pirate of the Caribbean theme

A pic with the ship, fails =.=

Pic with Pooh

It was raining that time.. .__.

went to the Gardens for walk,

random photo of two of us..
many more, but I'm just too shy to upload them

then I opened my present from him!

OMG! Portrait lens!!! :D KYAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!
Thanks dear!!! ♥♥♥

testing the lens..

We tested the lens, and then we went for Chatime!

Grapefruit Green Tea with Pearl
it was nice!!~ :DD

Bought the ingredients for choc molten cake,

he intended to cheat me that he's buying it for his friend.
but I was sharp enough to force it out of him :P
I got cheated once during the surprise party,
and I got curious easily ever since!

and we head home.
It was a massive jam at around MidValley,
but it got cleared up after we turn in to Federal Highway.

Went back to his home and we prepared for the cake making :D

The process was messy, the cake wasn't a success but I enjoyed making it with him! ♥
of course, the heart matters! ♥♥♥

Love you, Danny!!

Thanks for the present and the cake!! :D

OUTOUT

2011-06-04T17:32:00.003+08:00

Woke up as early as 9.15am just to prepare for my lab session at 10am.
Reached lab at coit at 10.10am,
and I was dumbfounded to notice that there were no lab this week!

Truth is, I forgot the email that he had sent. RAWR!
anyway, i stayed back at coit just to wait for my next class, at 2pm. :D
Meanwhile, I managed to finished up my assignments then. :D

At about 1pm, Suerin messaged me and I went to their class once again,
this time, sports management class at COIT, Lecture hall :D
OMG! how i miss Pn. Mastura! :D
anyway, she wasn't in the class in the earlier session.
I went in and disturbed suerin they all ^^

After that, I went to print my things,
and submit the assignments, and head to class for quiz.
Class finished earlier, and I went to admin with azam to submit the activity report.

Then we had our late lunch there and I went back home after that..
literally, MY HOME! :D

that night, I went to watch Xmen - First Class with Danny and his friends at Wangsa Walk! ^^
The show was awesome!
I would gave it a 9/10 :D

I hope to get to know his friends better ><"
I was too quiet that night.
I wonder if it's my ulcer or am I just shy.. .__."
RAWR!!

I'm gonna do better next time.

Surprise!!

2011-06-02T13:08:00.006+08:00

That Tuesday, after my class, I went to Suerin's apartment at Murni
had lunch with them..
ahh~~ how i miss the homecook food at Murni days..

Lepak for 3 hours at their house,
copying songs and videos, crapping while waiting for my lab at 4pm.
Sadly, I was informed that there was no lab.
I then persuade Suerin and Jouee to come pasar malam with us.
However, I only managed to persuade Suerin ><"

I then brought Suerin back to our house at Kajang!
And we managed to disturb Linda and Kat's sleeping time. :D
After Jia Yi got back, we went out for Pasar Malam at Sg. Long.

The road was jammed, and there was a lot of students from UTAR.
Then we finally got our parking and waited for the rest of them to come.

Our first stop was the hair accessories stall, then to the bubble tea stall.
I had my Green Milk Tea. It was nice :D
Then we bought China burger, and tau foo fah, and I saw Domo Tshirt! ♥

I wonder there's any pedobear ones tho -__-"

Then after a long walk, we stopped by at the pan mee stall to have our dinner.
Back home around 10pm, and we're all tired.

Suddenly, one by one, my housemates friend started to arrive at our home.

I was curious...

Shirley then came in to our room and told us that Weiting had something to announce.

I thought something was fishy with that two.. Justin and Weiting..
cz they were out together quite frequent lately. LOL!!

Then Linda, Shu Hui went down, I came a bit later and the hall was dark..
and I saw Justin coming in from outside holding a cake lit up with candles..
and they start singing Happy Birthday to celebrate the birthday of all four of us :D
Jia Yi, Linda, Shu Hui and I was still in our PJs!

RAWR!! how embarrassing!. There was so many people!
My college friends, their college friends.. Career Unit friends. OMGOMG!!
We rushed up to the room to change after we've blown the candle. HAHA

After eating the cupcake, cracking red eggs on Johnson and Tony's forehead,
I went out with Joline, Mai, johnson, alvin, tony, bernard, pua, ang, bryant, chua and, suerin to alim's corner! :D
Had jokes and bullied tony..
and i head back to the house at 12+ or was it 1? ><"

anyway, I helped to clean up the house after I got back and was superb tired.
Went to sleep straightaway! :D

THANKS ALL FOR THE SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY!!
Special thanks to the coordinator! :D

thanks for the prezzie and card :D

done done

2011-06-02T12:11:00.005+08:00

UNITEN IT Week is finally over, thank you all for coming,
and special thanks to the committees and the volunteers too! :D

Johnson with our Sponsors from Atlantis Flagship

Them

Opening Ceremony

WELCOME!!

It was a great success I shall say, PC Fair was overwhelmed! especially the ATM I bought myself an external hard disk of 500gb with RM 180.
I wonder if it's consider cheap or not. But it's nice! ^^"

After the fourth day ends at 5pm, we went to Alamanda Putrajaya for dinner!
There, we had Manhattan Fish Market !
Eating, taking pics, laughing, walking, we had fun.
The grand total came out as RM700+ including tax in a long receipt!

The group pic that isn't looking at my camera

After taking group pictures, we went separate ways back to our uni and home.
I followed KEMBARA!! driver: Bernard!

HAHAHAHAH.. I had fun being a passenger in people's car.
Haven't tried Mai's MyVi tho :P (must try also!)

The next day was the Road Trip to EC Council Academy.
There, we learned about Hacking and IT Security.
Had bread and Milo, that burned my tongue. peh.
Head back to uni after our session ends at 6pm..

After that, Azam, Shilpesh, Bernard and I went out for dinner together at McD
Then we decided to watch KungFu Panda 2 and headed to Jusco Cheras Selatan.
Crazily jammed over an accident, we managed to reach there at 9pm+.
Caught in rounds looking for parking there, we still managed to get our tickets to the show.
Funny thing was, we were in the first 2 rows seats!

The guys were thinking how far is the line to the counter,
but not how far is the screen from our seat. LOL!

While waiting for the time to pass, we went popular bookstore.
I had fun looking at the recipes, and get a few ideas of my own,
the guys went reading comics there.
at 10.20pm, popular began to close.
Looking for places to pass our time, we decided to go for mamak... the thing is..
We don't know where is the nearby mamak -___-"
Nevertheless, we paid our parking and head out for supper!

We managed to find a mamak nearby and ordered drinks and food.
TV was positioned just above our heads and Bernard said it was a good practice for the show later,
and we watched Harry Potter there.

When it's about time for our show to start, we headed back to Jusco.

KungFu Panda 2 was funny, I enjoyed watching it. I'd gave it a 7/10 rating.
I heard the cantonese version was better though.. I have yet to watch it.
I'm waiting for my brother to buy it. XP

Headed back home at about 1am+.
Being home alone that night, I was having trouble looking for the water source..
since our ceiling was leaking, and the uncle turned it off.. so the story goes.. blablabla..

I never thought of checking outside the gate for the pipe!
and I called Shu Hui just to find out that it was there.
I've searched high and low and it was about 2am+..
It was quiet out there too T_T"

That ends the 5-day story of UNITEN IT WEEK..

bye! :D
more pictures shall be uploaded later. Line too sucky for me to upload.

521 = doomsday?

2011-05-22T23:07:00.003+08:00

Who predicted it? It is said that the bible mentioned that May 21st 2011 would be the day when massive earthquake would happen and Jesus would come down and bring those who believed in him back to the paradise and leave those who did not to suffer on earth while the earthquake takes place.

PAH.

I doubt it.

It's just something that people said. =.="

521 has passed. and we're still here..
I mean, there's no massive earthquake. O.O
besides the landslide.

grrr..

Btw, a reminder to myself, I need to get colorful pens for Data Security's class :D

ARGHHH!!!!
i feel like i need a break =.="

RAWR!!

2011-05-22T16:15:00.002+08:00

Just had Green Tea Cream Frappucino at Starbucks..

now i'm craving for it again ><"

and I WANT MORE!!

I wan I wan!!! T_T"

Case of the MISSING BUN

2011-05-15T15:07:00.004+08:00

Something weird and funny happened in my house last Friday..

So here's the case..

[some time around noon, Thursday, 12th May 2011] . . .
I went with Jia Yi and Shirley for brunch at nearby food court. After eating, we went to the happy bakery (or so the name.. couldn't recall) I was initially too full to eat it, and I intend not to buy. But knowing that their bun taste good, I made a purchase to the ham bun. After I made the purchase, I went back and Jia Yi kept the buns at the kitchen. Then I prepared to go for class.

That night, I did not eat the bun yet, because I thought of leaving it for breakfast the day after.

[10.06am, Friday the 13th, 2011]. . .
I woke up as usual, having the Project 1 briefing at 3pm, I stayed back in Kajang house. Shilpesh called me soon after to had me prepare a letter for the charity. So I went to type the letter. Half way through the paper, I went down to the kitchen to look for my bun for breakfast. But I could not find it.

I then had soya drink while I ate 2 biscuits while waiting for my housemate to come back so that I could ask them if they had seen the bun.

[12.20pm] . . . My housemates got back. So I went and greeted them as I asked them if they had seen the missing bun. "I thought you've ate it.", Jia Yi said. She said she put the buns on the kitchen counter yesterday and Shirley added "I had my bun yesterday. That time, I still see there's two buns there as I asked Jia Yi which one is mine.." . "I thought you ate it late yesterday night because this morning, when I eat the egg tart, I don't recall seeing your ham bun there. So I assumed you must have ate it.", said Jia Yi.

But I did not eat it.. T_T"

So the 3 of us went search the kitchen and even the fridge but it was not there too..
We even deducted that the rats must have took it away.. RAWR!!

Then I gave up. Anyhow, I was a bit full from the soya and biscuits.

[1.19pm] Jia Yi and Shirley started cleaning up the kitchen soon after they had finished their lunch, and since I'm done with the work from Shilpesh, I went down and help them out. :D
During then, the bun was still no where to be found. =.="

[2.15pm] I went to bath again since I was sweating form the cleaning up and went to uni soon after for the briefing.

The bun is still no where to be found... T___T"

BUN OH BUN!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!!

I... I... I MISS YOU!! T_______T

kepoh day

2011-05-11T15:00:00.003+08:00

My add drop starts at 10.45 this morning.

and i woke up as early as 9am because I planned to go to uni to get a computer.

at about 9.30, I got the info from SH that we could do add drop from home,

getting lazier as time draws nearer, and was listening to The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars,

at that moment, that song really does suit our situation.

Then suddenly JY suggested that we play Monopoly Deal when she saw the cards on my cabinet.

After playing awhile, it was already 10.30am when I realize i'm gonna be late.

and since Linda got back n told us that there is speed trap on the way to uni.

Knowing that I had to drive slower than usual, we went out to uni earlier..that was about 10.40am

Reached uni around 10.50am, and I am definitely late for my slot.

luckily I saw Alvin and he has done with his add drop and I manage to borrow his computer to do mine.

And succeeded :D

was bored after add drop session since I got no class after,

there was no lab for the first week.

So then I met with SR and JE and waited for them till they finished their add drop.

Then it was about 11.30am, and I was hungry.

SR suggested that I go for her class since they got gap from 1-2..

So I accepted.

I was so nervous going to their classes,

regardless of the students there that might ask why am I there in a CE class,

I am more worried that the lecturer might ask random questions since he don't know me yet.

Perhaps ask me to intro myself or something..

Many things just run through my mind. LOL!

Me, the new-one-day-transfer-credit student.

Soon after, the lecturer finally entered the class.

As I was well informed, this lecturer is really nice!

It would be great if there is lecturer like him in our college =.="

I enjoyed his class of Structural Analysis 2.

I've learned new thing! HAHA!

beam, slab, column. WTH!

Class ended 45 minutes later..

and I had lunch with SR, JE, Linda, WT and meow2

I really did had fun in this class! :D

FIRREEE!!!

2011-05-09T15:55:00.005+08:00

what's with me and the burning title?
well, IT'S HOT HERE!!

I am so hating the weather nowadays.
arghh~~ lemme just cool myself down with what's up for me these few weeks of MIA from blog.

I went Cameron Highlands, Genting, and GENTING!! :D
yes, i've been up to Genting for twice a month ._."

cool places eh? no =.="

Those places which were famous for it's coolness like being under the 16 degree air con
sounds more like a myth nowadays.
It's hot .. and you can even sweat there -.-"

Anyways, 2 weeks prior to my sem starts, I came back to Kajang to help clean up our new rented house here after the previous renter moved out.

OMGEEEE!!! to my first impression,
the house was super big!! so being counted for us staying 7 person here,
the rent was reasonable. ^^

So after settling with the house owner with the payment and all,
we proceed to our agenda and purpose of coming back to Kajang..
to CLEAN THE HOUSE!
At first, I never thought cleaning was that difficult,
I even imagined it as fun..
ya.. fun... not anymore..

I couldn't even take another 10 minutes of the cleaning time!
The house was in a condition that... *insert your imagination*

the stove has oily n sticky gue on it..
the sink has leftover food and plates unwashed with stench,
the fridge even had eggs left, rotten tomato, frozen pork and some vegetable,
the cabinets are full with lizard poop and dead cockroaches,
the store was full with rat's poop and perhaps piss..
the room *although i was still fascinated with our room size* has a lot of dog's fur everywhere!
*previous renter had a big furry dog it seems... so i heard..*
that includes, the kitchen, the stairs, the other rooms, the porch, the living room also!.
It was so dirty and stinks that it took us from 11am - 6pm to clean the whole house!

Nevertheless, it was fun to clean with everyone else in the house :D
I got to exercise.. at least.. HAHA..

Oh ya, It's my first day of class today after sem reopens.
Not looking forward in this sem anymore.
Project 1 is haunting my thoughts.
I effing hate this uni.

Harvest Moon..

2011-04-20T12:41:00.004+08:00

Maple is undergoing maintenance quite frequently lately.. ><"

I thought of waking up today earlier to play the game ..
butbut. it's under maintenance again. bleahs.

suddenly I have the urge of playing Harvest Moon again..
Used to play them in Emulator back in Rom days..
So I was searching for any web that allows me to download the game,
of course, for free..

I manage to get a few webs.. but it's no use. =.="
I even ended up in random sites which asked me to download a certain software.
Thinking that I may be able to delete it after downloading..
well, my aim is the game.. so I dun rili care .__."

but still, I feel weird downloading that software, I ended up google what it was..
indeed, it was a spyware. =.="
There goes my wish to play Harvest Moon again..

T___________T"

LET ME OUT!!!!

2011-04-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

Holidays are coming to an end in a blink of eyes..

it's 2-3 more weeks to go.

You know.. I really should have find a part time job..

but instead I'm having my own full time job at home,

doing house chores.. at times, slacking.

Not to say I wasn't enjoying it at all..

It's just the slacking part that I'm enjoying..

otherwise I wouldn't be blogging now.

Wasting my time doing nothing, I know..

I really really wanted to go for shopping!!

One that I know I wouldn't have in a long time..

There's just so many things I wanted to buy on my shopping list!

but my budget is so limited! ><"

I had to pay back for the camera I owned.

sigh.

Nevertheless, I felt it was worth it! :D

Now all I want is just a getaway.. somewhere to relax..

chores free.. neighbor free, noise free..

Hopefully the Cameron trip still on.. o.O"

I wanted to buy so many things!!

I'm becoming..

and

.
.
.
.

anti - social..

><"

EFFML

2011-04-15T19:36:00.003+08:00

A sem break that I've longed to wait for.
A sem break that I'd wished it would never end.
A sem break that now I hope it could be brought forward.

A lifeless sem break I'm living in now.

sucks.

Another Bad Day

2011-04-14T18:20:00.003+08:00

According to dad, THE neighbor continues to laugh & shout & leaving their motor engine on in the middle of the night until 3AM!

What a good neighbor eh?.

Leave that aside, I'm here to rant again.

Is there no better time for them to do fogging?
Do they have to come at 6pm?
The time where everyone is back home after work, preparing for dinner..
yes, DINNER!

I was going to cook and was cooking halfway.. AND THEY CAME!
fogging.
Asking everyone to open up their door so that the smoke cn come in and fog.

Who the heck would OPEN THE HOUSE to let them come inside n fog?
some might, what are the odds?
After fogging, everything in the house would have oily surface.
Layers of oil on top of water surfaces.. my fish would die.
tortoise too..

are they gna pay for that?
What if I've cooked?
how to keep the food remain anti smoke?

don't they know how to choose a better time?
=.="
GAHH!!!

Stupid Neighbour

2011-04-14T00:45:00.001+08:00

This is why I hated my neighbour.

They effin inconsiderate..

GAH!!

what time is it now?

almost to 1am! They're shouting, laughing so darn loudly outside their house.

Don't they know the night is quiet?

EVERYONE in the neighborhood could've heard them.

Banging on the door,

putting their music so darn loud.. What's with the bass?

It's midnight already.

People are trying to sleep.. I'm trying to watch my anime!

RAWR!!!

That's why I don't talk to my neighbors.

YUMMEHH!!

2011-04-02T00:11:00.004+08:00

THANK YOU DANNY DEAR FOR BAKING ME THE CHOCOLATE MOLTEN! :D

It was delicious!
I don't care if it does not succeed as you said ..
but.. but.. IT TASTE AWESOME! :D

I love the chocolatey taste it brings,
and the crunchiness on the outside, but soft on the inside.
*umph!*
It taste so nice! ♥

It was your very first time baking, and it's for me! MUAHAHAHAHA!!
*proud* *proud*

Thanks for keeping your promise! haha..

Now how I wish I could have more exams
so that you could promise me
with something like this more often. HAHA!

Geez.. to think that I didn't bake anything for you yet.
Ahh.. please don't ask me to bake.
It shall be a disaster! :D
*fingers crossed! :P *

Phone Scam Alert

2011-03-28T00:51:00.005+08:00

It's 12.50Am,
there's an unknown caller to my phone.

lucky my phone was on silent, and i'm not asleep,
i've decided to ignore it.

being curious, because the same number called twice
(+6590554618) i'm pretty sure it's not from Malaysia.
So I've ignored it.
*I ignore unknown numbers anyway*
Then I googled on the number above.
The track of the number says it's from USA.
which I doubt how the heck they got my number.

Soon after, at 12.52 AM, another number called in.
(+18774273368)
Same, I did not pick up.
Curious as well, I've googled on it.
It seems like many had gotten this mysterious call..
No, it's not from the ring. HAHA

So here's my search result:
http://www.mylot.com/w/discussions/1708457.aspx

It seems like it's random caller every time, and random excuses given.
From the few receiver, it's an Indian guy, insisted that you should talk to his director or something..
I don't know @@"

IT'S FREAKING MIDNIGHT..
WHO THE HECK WOULDA CALL ME?!

they're funneh.

Hoping..

2011-03-26T10:45:00.004+08:00

Please tell me that there's still hope for #JYJinMalaysia ><" They did say that they'll come again this summer time.. but I heard after April, Micky will be filming for drama already.. ><" Fans here are hoping that JYJ will come again..
AKTF!

they've tried so many event organizers..
but many are in consideration however they turn us down eventually .. =.="
PLEASE PLEASE!!
any event organizers out there who might willing to organize #JYJinMalaysia?
we'll appreciate your generous help!!

Picture: JYJ in Malaysia 2010, photo by RedStar

I miss JYJ already ><"

sudden...

2011-03-25T15:10:00.004+08:00

haish...
TVXQ! as a group was perfect..
why they got disbanded! T_T"

their ballad, a capella, pop, dance, lyrics, RAWR.. everything..
their like the whole package with just them FIVE!

It's a pity.
RAWR!
please get back together!
I miss you guys as five. ><"

Always Keep The Faith!
FIGHTING!

Fell in love again..

2011-03-25T14:46:00.004+08:00

Went out with my housemates yesterday,
after dinner, we walked around The Mines.

Guess what?
I SAW THIS!

OMGOMG!! TOHOSHINKI LOVE TOUR 2009!!
it's old, but i've been looking for it.
couldn't download it last time..
and heck! it's cheap!
and CLEAR!
i don't care :D

I BOUGHT~ ♥

went back home,
first thing i did, i tried the LIVE TOUR!! wootS!!

my stupid laptop somehow couldnt load it. *sigh*
sobs..
borrowed suerin's laptop.
*THANKS SUERIN! LOVE YOU!*

OMGOMGOMG!!!
Watching their performance,
made me screamed like a fangirl!
but Jouee told me to be quiet..
awww..
*because they were studying ><" *

Screamed silently in my heart..
and OMG! I FELL IN LOVE WITH 忘れないで again! :D

ahh.. the sweet ballad of the song.. ♥♥!!
and it's written by JAEJOONG!
EVEN MORE HEARTS GOES TO THIS SONG!

here.. i have a link to the lyrics i posted way before.

aww.. /faint

if you'd notice, i bought 2AM album as well!
it's another old album, but i prefer this album rather than saint o' clock.
ahh~~ paradise in between hell exams! ♥

another dot.

2011-03-21T15:13:00.003+08:00

It's a mistake for putting hope in something I know it wouldn't turn out good.
but why do I still hoping for it?

how naive could I be?

Dear Joanne,
I don't even know who you are..
anymore.

signed,
Anonymous

Just a Dot

2011-03-21T15:10:00.002+08:00

putting a full stop to it.

hoping it would last.

Happy Birthday Taeyeon Unnie :D

2011-03-09T16:46:00.008+08:00

This song from the OST of Athena..
I love the lyrics! :D

I love you - Taeyeon
Korean Lyrics
스쳐가나요...우리의 사랑은...가슴 아픈 추억인가요..
돌아서네요..그대의 마음은...눈물로도 잡을순 없나요...

My love 사랑해요..사랑해요 그대 듣고 있나요...
My love 잊지 말아요...지우지 말아요...우리의 사랑을..

나의 눈물이 그대 보이나요 하루하루 그리워합니다...
가슴 떨리던 그대 입맞춤도 이제는 추억이 됐나봐요...

My love 사랑해요 사랑해요 그대 듣고 있나요
My love 잊지 말아요 지우지 말아요...우리의 사랑을..

매일 난 그리움 속에 하루를 버티는데 그댄 어딨나요...
내가 미안해요 미안해요 그댈 잊지 못해서...
My love 돌아와줘요..떠나지 말아요..내 곁에서 제발...

Translations

Did it pass by...Our love
Is it just a heart-breaking memory..
It's turning around...Your heart...Can't I catch it with my tears...

My love I love you, I love you..Are you listening...
My love...Don't forget...Don't erase...Our love..

Can you see my tears. I long for you all day
My heart beat when we kissed but now it's all a memory

My love I love you, I love you...Are you listening
My love Don't forget Don't erase... our love..

Everyday I long for you. That's how my day goes by. Where are you...
I'm sorry I'm sorry that I can't forget you...
My love come back to me.. Don't leave my side, please...

credits: korean-addict

and her song from Hong Gil Dong OST

If (만약에) - Taeyeon solo

Hangul

만약에 내가 간다면
내가 다가간다면
넌 어떻게 생각할까
용기낼수 없고

만약에 니가 간다면
니가 떠나간다면
널 어떻게 보내야할지
자꾸 겁이 나는걸

내가 바보 같아서
바라볼수 밖에만 없는건 아마도
외면 할지도모를 니 마음과
또 그래서 더 멀어질사이가 될까봐

정말 바보 같아서
사랑한다 하지 못하는건 아마도
만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에
슬픈 나날들이 두려워서 인가봐

만약에 니가 온다면
니가 다가온다면
난 어떻게 해야만할지
정말 알수 없는걸

내가 바보 같아서
바라볼수 밖에만 없는건 아마도
외면 할지도모를 니 마음과
또 그래서 더 멀어질사이가 될까봐

정말 바보 같아서
사랑한다 하지 못하는건 아마도
만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에
슬픈 나날들이 두려워서 인가봐

내가 바보 같아서
사랑한다 하지 못하는건 아마도
만남 뒤에 기다리는 아픔에
슬픈 나날들이 두려워서 인가봐

Translation

If I were to go,
if I were to get close to you.
what would you think?
I don't have the courage

If you were to go
If you were to leave
I don't know how to send you away.
It keeps hanging on my mind.

I know I am a fool
and can only watch you from afar.
Your heart may look away from me,
and so we could even become strangers.

Just like a fool
I can't even say I love you because,
i'm afraid of the wait that comes upon us,
after we meet, it will be painful and sad.

If you were to come,
to come near me.
what would i do?
I really don't know.

Because I'm like a fool
Even though I know looking is all I can do.
your heart may look away from me
And so we could even become strangers.

Just like a fool
I can't even say I love you because,
i'm afraid of the wait that comes upon us,
after we meet, it will be painful and sad.

Because I'm like a fool.
I can't even say I love you because,
i'm afraid of the wait that comes upon us,
after we meet, it will be painful and sad.

생일 축하해, 태연 언니!! :D

Dead..lines

2011-03-03T18:29:00.003+08:00

more and more deadlines are coming..
and i have yet to see a path for it.
chasm trap much? XD

gotta motivate myself to complete these task!
but i'm hungry. T_T"

pah.
off to get KFC

never too late to thank you

2011-03-03T18:25:00.002+08:00

My hectic weeek was almost over.
Engineering & I.T Job Fair was a success!
thank you guys' participation to come for the fair..
i sincerely hope that you have found a nice job for yourself during the fair.

Hack-@-10 was pretty cool! although i did not win,
but i manage to crack my head on it.
thanks to my team & the event itself.
and people who joined.

UNITEN CAREER FAIR

2011-02-13T09:51:00.005+08:00

UNITEN ENGINEERING & IT JOB FAIR 2011 is back!!
Date: 22 & 23 Feb '11
Time: 9am - 5pm
Venue: Gallery, Admin Building, UNITEN

There is total of 40 companies participate in this fair such as TNB,Shell, Schlumberger, Top Glove, Western Digital, and etc.

So come with your resumes & submit them on the spot to your desired companies! Who knows you might meet your future career in this fair!

Besides, there is an interesting forum too! "Expectations of employers on Graduate" Date: 23 Feb '11 Time: 10am - 1.30pm Venue: Admin Theater

For more information, please visit our website at
http://careers.uniten.edu.my/

*No entrance fee charges.
*This fair is open to public, so do invite your friends to come along.

GENTING PART2

2011-02-09T15:57:00.006+08:00

went hiatus from blogging..

and I'M BACK now!! :D

On the 31st, mom n dad planned to go Genting for a night trip
since the next day, it's wilayah's holiday...
Mom invited Eza & Danny to come along for our trip too! :D

That afternoon, we went up to Genting after the "delightful" lunch,
which is at the local Mamak store in my housing area. =.="

all the way up to Genting was so creepy!!
we could hardly see what's ahead of us.
the mist was so thick!

I bet the rides are not open on that day too..

and I was a bit worry for my bro who was driving up too

with his car.. since it was his first time driving up the hill.. all the way up!..
Finally, we've reached the parking area in Genting..
ohmaigosh! it was so cold!
I had to put my jacket on even though i'm already in long sleeves..
but that made me wonder how danny could survive with his 3/4 shorts?
even when we talk, I could see the cold breath coming out from our mouth.
imagine that! cool eh? XD

Then after we checked in to the Highlands Hotel,
we had our rest & camwhored with the DSLR :P

after bored taking indoor pic, we went walk around Genting instead.
looking for more place to take picture. LOL (more camwhores?)

Look at the temperature!
That was only IN the hotel.. what about outside?

Not long after that mom called us for dinner at Restaurant Kampung~ :D
a buffet dinner! ♥
huhus.. it's like food paradise!
EAT ALL YOU WANT~
yummy!

Then went shopping around~
There are loads of sales there! 10-70% sale!
I grab my chance to buy my CNY clothes :D

Went back the next day and I had dinner with his family..
We had Lou Sang!! :D
So excited.
it's still countable... my 3rd time lou sang! :D

UP UP AND high UP!

2011-02-02T22:34:00.008+08:00

It's still not too late for me to update them here on my blog regarding the trip i went.

it was on Thursday, Kaizen had organized a trip to Bukit Tinggi!~

So that day, I met up with them at the Gombak toll, along with Danny~ :D
I was excited to meet up with my friends although it has only been a day that i've went back home.

After meeting them at that toll, we went straight up to Bukit Tinggi, with 4 cars,
Kaizen's, Ang's, Bryant, and mine :D
I was glad enough that picanto can actually drove up to Bukit Tinggi.

There, I was excited to feel the cooling air~ not as cold as genting though.. *will update on that soon*

We went to the town, with the French environment.. Tropicale Colmar if i'm not mistaken.

The setting was spoiled though.. with the chilli sauce bottle .__."
AND of course, the obvious chinese red lantern there.
since it's around the CNY time..There was nothing much there to see..
unless it's just for a short sight seeing and the cooling air.. it's ok..
i wouldnt suggest for a long day up there..

There we saw this weird looking bug there.. ._."

And that was pretty much just it. >_<

CNY mood~

2011-01-19T17:38:00.004+08:00

finally, 3 tests are over, 2 more to go.
There are no quizzes and assignments in line, EXCEPT for HCI.

Exhausted day by day.. with everything!
hardly have a nice long sleep for whole week + weekends =.="

CNY is coming.. i'm so in the mood for HOLIDAYS and..
of course.. the highlight,
getting Red Packets! :D

am sho happy!

I've finally get to go back to Penang,
this time, staying at my cousin's place.
instead of my aunt's.
It's gonna be something new to us.
but we'll try to adapt.
I'm kinda excited to go back since..
We only go back once a year..
or only on special occasion =.="

I do really hope that I could be closer to my cousins.. ><"

2 more papers are on the same day next week!
and I havent start a thing.

DOOMED!
Jo, you're DOOMED!

I've become so careless these days..
what happened to me?
Have I lost it?

byebye

2011-01-15T20:01:00.006+08:00

I've done so many mistakes in past years!

And I'm pretty much happier now..

Thinking back how naive I was back then.
I regret it.

I was a fool.

It was a stupid choice.

Why did I even put myself into that situation?
Why did I choose the wrong decision?

WHY did I make such decision?

Why didn't I think that it wouldn't work out?
and now I end up regretting it.

Hoping each day, there would be a miracle.
That there will be a reset button so that I could start anew.

The memory stained my past.

But no matter how,
I tried to live like as though nothing happen.

Say how stupid I am..
making that foolish decision.

but I am torn between two feelings..
Happy and regret.

Cause I'm happy that I finally know what's best for me. . .
And so.. I'll learn each day..
to go with what's best for me.

So farewell past memory..
you're now the dust of my past.
I'll forget that you have ever existed.
so goodbye..

2NE1 - Go Away

2011-01-15T14:30:00.008+08:00

I'm loving this song..
and I wonder why... ^^
so here you go..

The lyrics

Hangul

Go Away eh eh eh
Go Away eh eh eh
Go Away eh eh eh

[CL] 너무 치사하잖아 너답지 못하잖아
지금 적응이 안돼 어지러워 왜
누가 누구랑 헤어져 네가 나랑 헤어져
잘 생각하고 말해, yeah

[Minzy] 날 따라다니던 남자 참 괜찮았던 남자
난 너 하나 때문에 다 보냈는데
누가 누구랑 헤어져 네가 나랑 헤어져
나 없이 잘 살아봐, yeah

[CL] Tonight 하필 또 비는 내려 왜
내 모습 초라해지게
[Minzy] 날 위로 하지는 마
이 손 치워 이제 남이니까

[Bom] 내 걱정 말고 go away
집착 없이 사라져 줄게
메달 릴 줄 알았겠지
역겨워 착각하지마

[Dara] 더 멋진 사람 만날게
널 후회하게 만들어 줄게
슬픔은 지금 뿐이야, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

[CL] Just say what you gotta say
어쩜 끝까지 멋없니?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
초라한 홀로가 아닌 화려한 솔로
That’s my way
모든걸 다 줬으니 오히려 난 후회 안 해

지가 더 슬픈 척 끝까지 멋있는 척
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shi.t without your crew
시간 없어, I gotta go
안녕, good bye, adios
네 못난 얼굴 다신 보고 싶진 않아 no more

[Minzy] Tonight 하필 또 비는 내려 왜
내 모습 초라해지게
[Dara] 날 위로 하지는 마
이 손 치워 이제 남이니까

[Bom] 내 걱정 말고 go away
집착 없이 사라져 줄게
메달 릴 줄 알았겠지
역겨워 착각하지마

[Minzy] 더 멋진 사람 만날게
널 후회하게 만들어 줄게
슬픔은 지금 뿐이야, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom] 내 걱정 말고 go away
집착 없이 사라져 줄게
메달 릴 줄 알았겠지
역겨워 착각하지마

더 멋진 사람 만날게
널 후회하게 만들어 줄게
슬픔은 지금 뿐이야, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Romanization

Go Go Away eh eh eh
Go Go Away eh eh eh
Go Go Away eh eh eh

(CL)
Neomu chisahajana neodabji mothajana
Jigeum jeogeung-i andwae eojireoweo wae
Nuga nugurang he-eojyeo
Nega narang he-ojyeo
Jal saenggakhago malhae Yeah!

(Minzy)
Nal ddaradanideon namja cham gwenchanatdeon namja
Nan neo hana ddaemone da bonaetneunde
Nuga nugurang he-eojyeo
Nega narang he-ojyeo
Na obshi jal sarabwa Yeah~!

(CL)
Tonight hapil ddo bineun naeryeo wae
Nae moseub chorahaejige

(Minzy)
Nal wiro hajineun ma
Ee son chiwo ije nam-inigga

(Bom)
Nae geogjeong malgo Go Away
Jib-chag obshi sarajyeo julge
Medal ril jul oratgetji
Yeoggyeowo chaggaghajima

(Dara)
Deo meotjin saram man-nalge
Neol hu-hwoihage mandeul-eo julge
Seulpeumeun jigeum bun-niya boy
Cause love is over, Love-love is over tonight

(CL)
Just say what you gotta say
Eojjeom ggeutggaji meotobni?
Fiancé? Beyonce?
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Chorahan holroga anin hwaryeohan solro
That’s my way
Modeungeol da jweot-euni ohiryeo nan huhwoi an hae
Jiga deo seulpeun cheog ggeutggaji meot-itneun cheog
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
Shigan obseo I gotta go
Annyeong good bye adios
Ne motnan eolgul dashin bogo shipjin ana no more

(Minzy)
Tonight hapil ddo bineun naeryeo wae
Nae moseub chorahae jige

(Dara)
Nal wiro hajineun ma
Ee son chiweo ije nam-inigga

(Bom)
Nae geogjeong malgo Go Away
Jib-chag obshi sarajyeo julge
Medal ril jul oratgetji
Yeoggyeowo chaggaghajima

(Minzy)
Deo meotjin saram man-nalge
Neol hu-hwoihage mandeul-eo julge
Seulpeumeun jigeum bun-niya boy
Cause love is over, Love-love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

(Bom)
Nae geogjeong malgo Go Away
Jib-chag obshi sarajyeo julge
Medal ril jul oratgetji
Yeoggyeowo chaggaghajima

Deo meotjin saram man-nalge
Neol hu-hwoihage mandeul-eo julge
Seulpeumeun jigeum bun-niya boy
Cause love is over, Love-love is over tonight

Translation

[CL]
You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you
I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

[Minzy]
A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

[CL]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

[Dara]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

[CL]
Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That’s my way
I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets

Pretending like you’re more sad
Pretending you’re cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shit without your crew
I don’t have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more

[Minzy]
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Dara]
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

[Minzy]
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom]
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand

I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

credits: Lybio.net + juju-fied@blogspot

Perhaps this song best
describe how i was back then.

song keep playing on my head
while i was romanizing them :D

tired.

2011-01-10T19:05:00.006+08:00

gonna have meeting at 8pm,so i'm gonna update my post for a moment :D

been stalking people's blog for a moment before i actually feel like writing on my own.

nothing much interesting happened lately.
it's just that i'm busy.. VERRYY. =.="

i seriously don't know how to handle a team..
I'm gonna say.. I'm not a good leader..
I just basically distribute some task to them..
and those which i think i can settle on my own,

I do it.

And that took most of my time,

cz i feel like everything I can settle it on my own.

bleahs.

It's not actually a reason why I don't give them works.

It's just.. idk.. The result I got is not really what i'm looking for.

but it's their hardwork :D

i should appreciate.

but seriously, thank you guys for helping out ^^

Been attacked my headache for a whole week ady..

panadol doesn't seem to have any effects at all..

it comes and goes.. as it wants.. stupid migraine

somehow, i just wished i could fall sick.

you know.. when you actually know wtf is wrong with yourself.

rather than you feel you're healthy, but at the same time..

you're not at all.

It's so confusing and the pain is so not bearable!

I just feel like cursing all the time when it happens.

My whole coming 3 weeks, they're packed with activities.

weather it's quiz, assignment, test, clubs & careers,

green ones are occupied,

That calendar, is actually what's in my schedule..
what's happening behind the scenes,
there's more to tell. -.-"

so yeah..
basically, weekend is my only day to rest.
and no, i don't actually GET TO REST.
look at the amount of quizzes and tests and deadlines!
i'm practically super multitasking by now.

and to my surprise..
i still havent study my SQ yet.
FML :D

so.. I REALLY NEED MY WEEKENDS!
don't take them away..
even so, my weekends are full with home activity =.="
mom would be dragging me to shopping with her..
since .. she's been working all week, and she need to shop to release stress..
on the other hand, i don't wanna go cz i've been stressing whole week!

Mom don't take no for an answer.. well, she does, but it's just that..
she's my parent.. i wanna make her happy too :D
I'll only be back on weekends..
so she'll miss me.. even she'll call me on Thursday, hoping a miracle would happen..
that I would msg her and say "I'll come home tonight"
but it never happens ..

and weekend I would go for mass..
I wonder how many masses had I miss ever since i enter uni..
shhhh.. =.="
and i'm superbly guilty.

so yes,
GIVE ME MY WEEKENDS!

where?

2011-01-09T20:37:00.004+08:00

today is the day that i promised myself that I will finished up my assignment, study for quiz and test.

and today is the day that I break my own promise :D

YAY!

been too busy these few days with all the activities i'm holding.

i'll try to update my blog next week, the week that i'll be less busy :D
hopefully. ^^

have I..

2011-01-02T02:02:00.003+08:00

have I rocked your world..
or does the materialistic world rocked you better?

have I been in your heart always?
or do you just remember me when you feel like it?

have I always been a part of you?

have I hurt your feelings?
I apologize if I did...

have I took advantage on you?
I promise I would treat you better & fairly..

This new year.. I hope I could be a better person.
I wish to change myself.
throwing away the bad habit..
learning to organize myself better.
to manage my time better..
and of course.. saying goodbye to 2010,
as I move on with the new year..
forgetting the past, learning from it..
making it part of my journey..
to achieve what i dream for..

Happy New Year everyone..

this may not be a happy post...
but it's just what I think of the new year..

interesting nature.

2011-01-01T21:28:00.007+08:00

Have you ever notice how amazing the clouds are?

idk when I start to be interested in clouds.
taking picture of clouds..
but surely..
it's interesting!

no clouds are alike..
and they're always floating in the sky!
like a giant cotton candy..
with a shade of grey.
and layers of them form a different shape!

how amazing clouds can actually affect people mood

the coverage from the cloud makes the building glow..

these are taken from my camera phone..
I do hope I could saved up money to actually get myself a DSLR to take these amazing nature.

continued..

2011-01-01T02:07:00.003+08:00

it took me another year to continue on my post eh?

so here it goes..
after back from movie,
i went to prepare lunch for danny!

it's his birthday~ and he had to work T_T"
can't really celebrate much..
I've actually prepared an event for him..
but .. oh well.. gotta recycle them for next year! HAHAHA

back from movie at 1.30pm,
and i had like another 1 hr 30 mins to prepare..
and to cook for the meal!
and it's a 3 dish meal..
lucky thing..
it's just a simple meal ^^
vege, fried egg with potato and ginger chicken~ :D

gladly enough, i managed to finish them on time!
and deliver them to Danny's working place during his lunch break ^^
with mom accompanying me there.. haha..

i'm so satisfied that he likes them..
especially the potato egg! ^^
although there is a little bit disappointment that ..
I couldn't celebrate much with him as how he celebrated mine..

That night I pick him up from the terminal ,
and gave him something I prepared on the night before ^^
a chocolate cookie~
although it might not be as nice as shop ones..
but i'm happy that he likes them too!

I had a candle on it and presented it to him as he made his wish n blew the candle ♥

outing with mom & dad

2010-12-30T16:54:00.005+08:00

Usually it's difficult to get dad to go out shopping
or just to bring us around anywhere..
dad would usually prefer to sit at home, watching tv..
spending time during the weekends at home.

Suddenly, I was bored, and mom wanted to go for shopping,
and we planned to go KLCC,
so I casually invited dad to come along with us..
so that I don't have to be the driver :D

perhaps dad was bored..
after a long 2 weeks at home..
he took a long leave from work!

As we reached KLCC, mom went to her favourite spot, Isetan~
and as for me & dad, we're just hanging around..
woo.. KLCC is filled with Christmas decorations ♥
and it's PURPLE! ♥♥

then mom & dad went to get some drink at Juice Works
while I went Chameleon to look for earrings :D

they had a promotion that day.. something bout peach. @@
anw, mom got free gingerbreadman cookie.
It's so cute :D
I was reluctant to eat it..

anyhow, I started eating his hands off.. RAWR!!
then mom took the other.. and dad took the leg :D

and after i took the other leg & body..
sorry gingy.. ><" but you're still smiling! :D and tadaa... gone.. there goes gingy.. we'll skip 25th :D it's Christmas! ^^ in short, I went out with Danny & his parents~

and on 26th Dec,
went with mom & dad & Andrew to watch Gulliver's Travels
at Wangsa Walk..
since mom & dad has not been to cinema for like.. more than 10 yrs..
I thought it's a good chance to bring them out!
for a movie that they at least familiar with..
and the actor that my mom likes.
Jack Black ^^
and indeed, they enjoyed the movie.
I was so delighted!~

that day had not end just yet ^^
to be continued..at the next post! :D

hi again!

2010-12-30T16:31:00.004+08:00

It's been awhile since I last posted my entry with pictures, right?

so here it goes.. let's start with Techflow Christmas production: Bonded.

First and foremost,
I would like to apologise to my team leader, shuba
for my absent during you guys were conducting the decoration thingy ><" I'm really really sorry.. I keep having other appointment n classes n labs.. that I really could not skip! nevertheless, the decoration was amazing!!
although the process was a little here there and everywhere..
but the final ones are really awesome!

here's some pic.

and I really couldn't catch the performance much..
I was in and out of the hall T_T"
but nevertheless, I heard it was fantastic..
and I saw them during their rehearsal too!
it was great! ^^

that night, after everyone got back,
the teams stayed behind and clean up the things.

to think that we took months to finish all the deco stuff,
and it took just less than 1 day for it to actually function.
and it took less than 4 hours for us to clean them all up.
I guess the preparation process really mean a lot! :D

we finished them around 2 am.. T_T

wondering..

2010-12-27T15:40:00.003+08:00

It's the end of the year..
shouldn't I be a little bit relaxed?

but yet,

every single day is packed with activities..
Monday - after class, distributing flyers, design advert, design poster.
Tues - after class, flyers again.
Wed - Cruisers!
thurs - cruisers again! :D
friday - and hopefully, nothing is in schedule.

EVERYONE, BE SURE TO COME FOR THE CRUISERS!

exciting gifts to be given out! :D

2010-12-26T23:59:00.004+08:00

Before the day ends, I would like to dedicate this post to

dear Danny!! :D

happy 21st Birthday!!

mmuahs~ ♥
love ya!

another looonggg day..

2010-12-20T21:25:00.005+08:00

after sleeping at 2.30am this morning,
I woke up at 7.30, prepare myself,
and on my way, I sent danny to lrt for his work.
and reaching uni at 9.30, just in time to eat the mihun dad bought for me.

my booth duty for today is 10.30am,
so at least I got to rest a while after my breakfast..
after the booth duty, I went for my class,
my very first class with Pn. Zailani as my OOP lecturer.
and she was recapping what had been taught by Mr. Azlan.
I was "fishing" all the while when she was lecturing,
and I sat the most front row!
I feel bad for doing so.. but I can't help it!
I was so dead tired.

Then having a gap of 1 hour after OOP,
I went stay around at Career booth and help my friends to sign up.
THANK YOU GUYS FOR PARTICIPATING! ^^
and with that remaining 30mins,
I went to paste the poster all around UNITEN bus stops.

came back, straight away go for my AI class *that reminds me.. I got quiz tmr*
after that class, I went lunch with kaizen, tony, alvin n chua..
back to COIT, and it's time for another class again..

after class, it's meeting for Monthly Gathering: Dec. Ed

DO COME AND JOIN US!

there will be GAMES & Refreshments! ^^

after the meeting, I realise that my car remote is missing T__T"
lucky thing, the key is still in my pocket.

then I went dinner with my housemates,
and therefore, i console myself with Icekimo! :D

omg.. look at the cold mist!

-e-n-d-

ok.. whole post is just to highlight on ICEKIMO.

flipflappp

2010-12-20T01:11:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning and to my surprise,
my parents din wake me up to breakfast with them!
so i got to sleep longer~ ^^

Anyway, as for my brunch, I went with my future dai sou & bro .. haha..
being the lampu kalimatang once in a while seems fun.
after having our brunch,
we went to optical shop..

mice wanted to make a new glasses,
while I wanted to change my glass frame.
sadly, the salesperson said it would be difficult for me to change just the frame alone.
because if I were to do so, they have to cut the lens to make it fit the frame I chose.
So it would be difficult.

In the end, after 1hour sitting there, him explaining bout the glasses,
me choosing the type of glasses I would like to buy,
and him persuading us to buy the expensive ones,
we decided to consider further before we make purchases.

I have my eye on clip on half frame glasses..
and this time, it's gray~ ^^

The last time i bought this half frame spectacles, I was wearing brown tshirt.
this time I'm wearing gray..
perhaps I should visit the shop again when I'm wearing blue.. or yellow.
then will I choose blue / yellow frame? @@"

Later that evening, mice, andrew, eric, eza and I went to SWIMMING!! :D
oh whee!! it was so fun!
this time I've progressed quite fast.
I'm able to swim! and by swimming, i mean i did move! ^^
and also, occasionally, I can breathe while I swim! hahhahaha
that was a good progress ~

SUPERBLY EXCITED! :D

2010-12-19T16:00:00.004+08:00

I know it's not right to think of sem break for now..
since i've just started my sem! like.. 4 or 5 weeks ago?
haha.. 14+ more weeks to go for sem break to officially starts again!
can't wait.
HAHAHAHAH!!
wth.

Happy news is, this time around,
since there's no internship for the next sem,
I actually have a holiday of one month!
and coincidentally, danny's sem break also began in april!
so you've guess it! a clashed sem break!
WOOHOO!!
perhaps we could go for a holiday together!
I could join his holiday!~ ♥

because it's always when he got holiday and his friends plan for holiday,
i can't join T__T"
perhaps this time, I could? ^^"
idk idk!! I'm just too excited!!
Mom n dad also had planned to go for holiday during then too!
YAY!

I'm so looking forward for holidays!
I'm taking opinions on where to go now..
where to head to!
but heck..
it's 4 months awayyy...
*bubble thoughts shattering*

Nevertheless,
I'm SOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

but first I gotta go through the usual,
assignments, test, quizzes and exams 1st =.="
*bubble thoughts shattering again*

CHRISTMAS~~ ♥

2010-12-19T15:00:00.005+08:00

Christmas is in the air!! :D

Wednesday gonna have Techflow Christmas Play: Bonded
I'm so in Christmas mood already now..
Playing "I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus" on my player now :D

Christmas tree is up in my house already now ^^
Christmas tree is still taller than me.. =.="

Sadly, there's no caroling this year around my neighborhood..
everyone in my BEC is busy ><" I miss those caroling days.
I can only carol along with the music on my player.

This Friday gonna go for church for Christmas eve mass ^^
I'm so excited!!

Favourite song: Away in a Manger! ♥

and it's time like this that I feel like listening to SM Town's Snow Dream!

The Season of the Witch is Here

2010-12-17T22:51:00.008+08:00

Speaking of "witch", are they real?

Anyhow, they never fail to give me the eerie feeling during my childhood when I thought about them.

Perhaps it was because of the story books I read during then..
for instance "Hanzel and Gretel".

I've always imagine witches with such old and ugly look with warts on their chin and crooked nose, with gray-messy-long hair and pointy hat and they have cackling laugh! .__."

"oh Hanzel & Gretel!! ruuunnnnn!!"

They always portray a bad character who can put curses and spells and for some cases, they even eat children! *oh well, I was naive*

Since I've grown up, I began to know about witches and the myth about them.. but, nevertheless, they still appear as a monster in the game I play! MapleStory!

"they're just everywhere!"

I cannot avoid facing with them since I need something from them to complete my quests. T__T"
Knowing that they could fly freely without following the path provided,
and my level is LOW, they just scare the hell outta me.
I just couldn't attack them without getting targeted easily.
sigh..

But how much do we know about them? Maybe pretty witches aren't that bad? haha..

Claire Foy

here's one of the story where witch doesn't portray a bad character,
Season of the Witch,

Sypnosis

In the supernatural thriller Season of the Witch, Nicolas Cage stars as a 14th century Crusader who returns with his comrade (Ron Perlman) to a homeland devastated by the Black Plague. A beleaguered church, deeming sorcery the culprit of the plague, commands the two knights to transport an accused witch (Claire Foy) to a remote abbey, where monks will perform a ritual in hopes of ending the pestilence. A priest (Stephen Campbell Moore), a grieving knight (Ulrich Thomsen), an itinerant swindler (Stephen Graham) and a headstrong youth who can only dream of becoming a knight (Robert Sheehan) join a mission troubled by mythically hostile wilderness and fierce contention over the fate of the girl. When the embattled party arrives at the abbey, a horrific discovery jeopardizes the knight’s pledge to ensure the girl fair treatment, and pits them against an inexplicably powerful and destrustive force.

With the courtesy of Nusantara Edaran Filem & Nuffnang,
I hope I'll be able to brainwash myself that witches aren't that bad through the movie.. :D

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2010-12-17T20:19:00.002+08:00

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Exhausted again...

2010-12-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

Just got back n bathed after doing the decoration work at library..

Hair is still wet.. and I'm gonna spam my blog now.

So here's what's occupying me now:

-tmr gna go for class, with that 1 hr 30 mins gap,
im gna go finish up my decoration task, then go for industrial training talk..
huhus.. seriously.. im so nervous for internship! ><" why? i wonder.. maybe because i don't have the confidence in my course =.=" and perhaps i suck at interviews. -over the weekend, im gna finish up the remaining designing stuff for career unit, study for AI quiz(Tues), do the presentation for Software Quality(Wed), Assignment for Database..(Tues)

Then gonna start spamming yahoo group regarding the promotion..
i hope i can do this asap tho..
it's kinda late to wait week after week..
and gonna start on promotion for the career talks!

DO SIGN UP FOR THE TALKS!

the booths are open already! :D

A short Post Tribute..

2010-12-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to my bro, Eric !~ ♥

and not to forget the dolphin,

XIAH KIM JUNSU! ♥

생일축하함니다~준수오빠 ^^

A LOOOOOOOOOOONG day.

2010-12-14T23:05:00.003+08:00

Woke up at about 9.30am today
because I had actually promised Suba
to help out decoration team at library 11 am today.

At about 10.30am, I received a message from Val,
telling me to send her emails to update her about Marketing Strategies.
I'm lucky that I had prepared them earlier..
just that.. I didn't realise how short my time was till my first promotion actually gonna start!
Which is TOMORROW!
There's where the panic starts.

I have not printed the flyers yet.
Nor do I have printed posters yet.
Banners still got some correction (That reminds me that I have to go edit the bunting later)
Tuesday class is from 12-6 direct,
and that means I have less than an hour to settle everything.

At 11, after eating 5 pieces of McVities biscuit + 1 cup of Milo,
I went to library to first get the hardcopy of flyers printed.
then rushed to Admin to look for Ms. V,
hoping that she's there so that I could get the forms signed,
but unfortunately, she isn't there T__T"
Knowing that it's about 12, I went to class at COIT.

All of a sudden while waiting for lecturer to arrive,
I felt the sudden stress and disappointment in myself.
Everything was so last minute and at that very moment I just wished I could turn back time.
I know that's just a phrase everyone use when they feel regret of something.
I regretted that I did not rush my work.
I took it too lightly. And I've been greedy in taking too many responsibilities.
I just break down suddenly. =.="

During the first 30 minutes of the class I could hardly concentrate at all.
The thoughts just overwhelmed me and blocking every word my lecturer said.
Then I decided to just hope for miracle and see if I have any gap later to try my luck at admin again.
And my concentration to lectures had gotten better.

During database class,
I was feeling superb hungry, my stomach was growling too..
It was sorta loud. ><" i wonder if Chua could hear it.. since he was sitting next to me. LOL! or maybe he was just pretending that he did not hear anything :D Luckily class ended half an hour earlier that I'm able to rush to admin
to try my luck to get it sign by Ms. V once again.
and YES! ms.V was there!
I manage to get the form signed.

and I was so happy that Ms. V liked the promotion plan.

it feels like the stress was lighter.. and the sky had became brighter although it was drizzling.

Then I rushed to ITMS to get the posters printed.
and I actually felt happy that I could get them pasted already!

Just when I was so happy.. I forgot that I had to take them stamped =.="

But it was already 4pm when I got them ready from ITMS.
So I rushed back to COIT n posters will have to wait till tomorrow to get them stamped.
AI class ended earlier too, and I went to help out at library for the xmas deco.

It all ended at about 8pm, and finally I get to go back to hostel and bath.
and then FINALLY go out for dinner!
and FINALLY, we went to mamak again! :D wheeeeee!~~ ♥
and we ordered the infamous Nasi Goreng Kambing! *the price had increased though*
and somehow, the Teh Tarik kurang manis that night.. taste so... nice!

ahhh~ when we were about to finish our food,
we saw Shu hui, Zhi Lun, Naveen, Jan & Ah Ker came to the same mamak shop~ :D
well, housemates indeed, we have telepathy! AHAHA!

my mood had certainly got better compared to this morning.
and I'm feeling good now.
and it's time for bed! :D

Nights all~

Still no LIKE.

2010-12-11T15:43:00.004+08:00

hmm.. did i do it the wrong way?
I've browsed through many Facebook "LIKE" button on webs.
I've followed the instructions correctly.

expand widget, paste them after the "post.body" thingy
still.. nothing happens.
there is still no like button! o.O

does blogger hates me then?
or was it Facebook that hates me after I'v gossip with @thatisazam regarding the new profile look? that i would boycott facebook?
haha...

how do you guys do it?!
mind teaching me? T___T"

Pleaaaaaaaseeeeeeeee~~~

RAWR!!! it hurts!

2010-12-10T22:54:00.003+08:00

the third earring hole on my right ear still hurts O.o

it's been like 2 weeks + already since i pierced it.
and i've even changed to a new earring..
rather than the sterilized one.

ahh... come to think of it..
it must be the reason why it hurts! :D

anyhow,
the feeling was like...
when u have bruisers on ur leg / hand..
and when u press on it.. it feels.. somewhat pain?

yeap yeap.. that's the feeling!
but darn it.
it feels nice when i press it.
the feeling of the pain. HAHA..
should i even say that it's pain?

need to get new earrings!! :D

Tasks to be completed.

2010-12-08T15:18:00.005+08:00

Career Unit:

- Banner, posters, flyers. 90% done, just waiting for dates and details for completion.
*thanks to my wonderful marketing team members*
- Cover design for ticket 0% done
- Design for CAREER FAIR 2011 Newspaper advertisement 0% done
- organization chart - waiting for pictures & mood. 0% done

Booth for UNITEN Career Carnival 2011 will be opening soon!!

be sure to visit and sign up for the beneficial talks! ^^"

Techflow decoration team:

-gonna start my very first job today!
*hopefully we could get it done before deadline! sob sob..

CLICQ
- still waiting for new files to organize the documents.
thanks to my vice secretaries who helped me alot for my tasks.
i manage to take some rest.

I've told myself not to get involved in many things.

but i think i just cant help it.

o.O

Swim!

2010-12-07T22:41:00.004+08:00

It's finally the day!!
after bro said gonna bring me to swim~~
finally.. I.. Get .. To.. SWIM! :D

bro was teaching his gf n I how to swim..
but I still couldn't learn much.
I don't even know the basic to breathe!

he was practically coaching us to breathe,
and then as we see him demonstrating..
we learn the way ^^

Danny was challenging himself by swimming across the pool. ><" Then followed by bro.
mice & I, since we're beginner, well.. I was worst. LOL
we stay at our spot .__."
while we practice.

I'm glad that I could at least know how to swim a lil..
but still suck at breathing tho.

but now, i'm so tired!
and I just had my dinner.
can't sleep just yet =.="

been waiting at the restaurant for almost an hour since 9pm for our ordered food to arrive.
I'm already full by watching other people's food passing us by..
and bloated with the chinese tea even before the food arrived.
but yet.. i still manage to finish my food.

gosh.. im so dead tired now!

Nevertheless,

THANKS ANDREW & DANNY FOR TEACHING ME HOW TO SWIM!

2010-11-28T17:25:00.003+08:00

new sem starts. =.="

I DUWANNNNAAA GOOO BAAACCCKKK UNNII!!!! TT
*drag me back would ya?~*

I have yet bored of my sem break yet.
I'm still enjoying them.

I duwanna think of new subject,
new sem,
new lecturers,
new class,
new timetable to follow,
and... the next coming special sem..
THE INTERNSHIP!
wth.

it's somewhat happening too fast!
I duwanna go back to reality yet! TT

*cries*

and it's raining..
and..
and.....

I haven't prepare and pack my bags yet..

WHHAAAIIII!!!! TT